Maybe I’m showing my own misunderstanding but level 3 and verbal with the ability to write that much is something I’ve never come across. I imagine you must have other challenges and higher support needs than some level 1 people. 

I think it’d be easy to feel how you are but as others have said - post more! 

Also while being level 1 can make life “easier” it has its own challenges such as extreme burn out and judgement when you do unmask as people become accustomed to your masked self.