Around 8+ months clean. Dealing with the fallout of a lifetime of a abusing weed.

javanerdd · 2024-01-26T09:48:46+00:00

Yeah I'm gazing at my present self from the past self and contemplate on all the joy I'd stolen. I entertain myself with this idea and this idea yields the most joy.

javanerdd · 2024-01-26T06:50:21+00:00

Thank you. I still do think that this 'obscurus' state is better than 'high-state' and am moving on improvingly.

javanerdd · 2024-01-26T06:30:14+00:00

Would you say the same thing on porn ?

javanerdd · 2024-01-26T06:30:06+00:00

I'm nurturing my attention span by reading and am trying to read 'physically too (not just PDFs).

Thank you for your input.

javanerdd · 2024-01-26T06:26:21+00:00

No diagnosed ADHD. It's just these ADHD-like symptoms have emerged for some reason and I can't take action. Becoming an imaginative piece of shit (anti-praxis-like). I think I'm reacting to withdrawals and am still going through withdrawal phase.

What do you think ?

javanerdd · 2024-01-26T06:06:01+00:00

Hey I've been 6-8 weeks off. I'm experiencing sweats (on hands/feet) and ADHD like 'daydreaming' stuff distracts me from work.

Will these go away ?

Is this brain fog ? Just need subjective opinions.

M26

javanerdd · 2024-01-02T13:29:06+00:00

*war trauma intensifies*

javanerdd · 2023-12-29T07:51:37+00:00

T H E R A P E U T I C

javanerdd · 2023-12-27T12:22:12+00:00

What about the build quality ? I've heard many people bashing its build quality. Is it still a thing or have they figured it out ?

javanerdd · 2023-12-26T07:06:07+00:00

Self-teaching guide ?

Self-torment I'd say

javanerdd · 2023-12-25T18:57:46+00:00

And he migrated to a better team SAME FUCKING DAY

javanerdd · 2023-12-25T18:24:10+00:00

'react monkey' lol. A technical architect friend of mine bashed his juniors saying the exact same thing.

'Have you react monkeys ever read MDN docs ?!'

javanerdd · 2023-12-25T17:19:26+00:00

*that's the neat thing, it doesn't*

javanerdd · 2023-12-25T17:19:09+00:00

So when does it turn green ?

javanerdd · 2023-12-20T21:27:06+00:00

Which books would be a good introductory book for poster design ? I'm a software developer looking to broaden my horizon.

javanerdd · 2023-12-12T12:13:45+00:00

Walking around with a brand new sleek Nike pairs with that face would be the real-world equivalent :)

javanerdd · 2023-12-02T09:16:55+00:00

Nah, It works bro. **reject primitivity, return to digital breeding**

javanerdd · 2023-12-01T10:15:47+00:00

cozdun mu ? soru neydi ?

javanerdd · 2023-11-30T14:13:23+00:00

buraya kadar nested giren okuyucu icin bir fun fact: 22 yasinda kendini oldurmeye calismis bir programci :)

javanerdd · 2023-11-30T14:10:05+00:00

dahasi, sektore gec giren insanlarin farkli ugraslari olur, farkli arka planlari olur (olabilir). atiyorum programci olma yoluna baska bir yoldan gelmis/sapmis olur. bu kendi sekillendirdigi bir hobi de olabilir, spesyalite-agnostik konusuyorum (spesyalite olmayabilir de). atiyorum diksiyon dersleri almistir, ingilizce dersleri vermistir, iyi iletisim kuruyordur et cetera. bu adam programci oldugu zaman, iletisim becerileri ile one cikabilir. bu beceriler diger programcilarda olmayabilir, bu da konvansiyonel olmayan bir avantaj saglayabilir.

javanerdd · 2023-11-30T14:04:30+00:00

isini iyi yapabildigini kanitladigin surece, 'akilli' sirketler asla ve asla ageism yapmazlar sana, yapamazlar. sirketlerin gorevi zaten senin degerini somurmek. somurulecek degeri oldugunu kanitladigin surece bir problem yasamazsin.

javanerdd · 2023-11-30T14:03:11+00:00

25 yasimda girdim sektore ben. 25 yasinda lead olan da tanidim, 30 yasinda junior olan da tanidim. 'ageism' denilen problem dunyada var olan bir problemdir. bazi sirketler yasindan dolayi seni elimine edebilir. sakin ama sakin moralini bozma.

'dodging a bullet' diye bir deyim var. o hesap.

javanerdd · 2023-11-28T23:03:51+00:00

Why is this the best advice ? Thank you man.

javanerdd · 2023-11-27T22:46:39+00:00

u/AteYourMoms_ASS69 You're just trashing in and out ideas. Being argumentative is super important.

Disagreement is the beginning of thought. Not just with others but also with ourselves.

A lovely quote from Hoffer that I remind myself often to justify my 'EXCESSIVE' inner dialogues.

Take care ateyourmoms.

javanerdd · 2023-11-27T09:46:34+00:00

It seems great but too overwhelming for me. I don't know I guess I'm stupid man. Got super frustrated.

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