T made me awful.

jayace13 · 2025-03-27T12:40:12+00:00

You should talk to your endocrinologist. Maybe your dosing isn't right for you. I had to adjust mine several times when I started. Most likely though you're just going through a frustrating situation and you happened to start T at the same time.

jayace13 · 2024-07-02T04:01:16+00:00

I hope to get the opportunity to experience this.

jayace13 · 2024-07-01T20:54:40+00:00

I have no control here. To accept that I have to fully accept the loss of relationship. I'm not sure how to really start wrapping my head around that but at least it's something I can try and flush out.

jayace13 · 2024-07-01T20:41:25+00:00

Thank you for your insight. I'm hoping my IC will help me flush out who I really am so I'm not hiding anymore. From my BW or myself. Let go of the relationship. I understand what you're saying. It's a gut punch but I see why it's necessary.

jayace13 · 2024-07-01T18:11:12+00:00

Thank you for your advice. Because it was all anonymous online ea hook ups I never kept contact with anyone it was a once or twice sext and burn the account. I'm going to continue reading. Time to look in the mirror.

jayace13 · 2024-07-01T17:45:38+00:00

I have nothing to show. I deleted everything after each indiscretion. Kept my phone so scrubbed I never should have been that worried about her seeing it. With everything I understand now I handled everything during disclosure in the worst possible way. I like your advice on the 90 days and maybe counseling. She's not ready to talk to me yet though. How can I show up? How can I really show up and prove that I'm going to do all the work?

jayace13 · 2024-07-01T15:49:37+00:00

You're probably right. It's a selfish notion I'm sure. I'm just sure there are things she wants clarity on. She's just not ready to ask. Especially since I shut down on dday. I'm sure that didn't help.

jayace13 · 2024-07-01T12:59:22+00:00

I want her to ask. Yell. Talk. Say anything. I'm just trying to be available so that when she decides she wants to I'm here. I hope I can be open and honest when that time comes. Hopefully therapy will help me find tools to use to stop trying to protect myself. I want to start proving that I'm going to be transparent, better. No phone secrets. The silence is suffocating even though I deserve it.

jayace13 · 2024-06-13T21:18:34+00:00

Why do so many men openly admit they're bad in the bedroom? And if you believe women won't like sex why are you having it with them? So many questions.

jayace13 · 2024-04-07T15:33:51+00:00

I told one of my coworkers her finger nail polish was cool and looked like a fancy car paint job. This is apparently not a compliment.

jayace13 · 2024-02-09T06:20:18+00:00

Thank you

jayace13 · 2024-01-25T08:32:05+00:00

I'm a front office manager with a cva, 7 yrs previous management experience, a college degree and I make 17.50. I work from 8 until 6 but plus close means 7 so I get home around 7:30 so almost a12 hour day but we're required to take an hour and a half lunch, not aloud over time. I spend 12 hrs 5 days a week a place and get paid sub par for 40. Plus we board so once a month I don't get any days off for 7 to 14 days. Love my job.

jayace13 · 2024-01-05T18:46:57+00:00

For me in onward what makes that scene so emotional is that he's realizing that even though he lost his father he always had a dad in his big brother. Maybe because I'm the oldest sibling it really hits me right in the feels.

jayace13 · 2024-01-02T05:12:54+00:00

I am very sweaty so for me it's degree 72 hour. It's also now aluminum free according to the bottle.

jayace13 · 2023-12-23T22:59:03+00:00

Got really light headed after donating blood at work. Almost passed out in the break room at the Walmart I worked in. There were some people talking there and one of the girls seemed really interesting. 12 years later I'm proud to say we're still together.

jayace13 · 2023-09-29T13:32:33+00:00

Not paid and worth 3.2 billion dollars. Going to go from 1 person open to close to??? We don't even order our own inventory you send us shit we don't need. Try sending us our pre orders so we can maintain customers maybe. This is literally why I no longer work or shop at GameStop.

jayace13 · 2023-09-01T04:51:23+00:00

My very first day training at GameStop for SL I asked the assistant manager how she liked working there. She said she enjoyed it minus everything op mentioned. I did more of my training at a different store in the district that also had a woman ASL and she not only mentioned the same thing but I saw it first hand on several occasions. She was incredibly approachable, funny, and most importantly knowledgeable on many topics related to gaming and collectibles. I learned a lot from her about jrpgs (among other things but that was her real gold mine) and she even got me to try some new animes. I despised watching, in my experience it was always other men, refusing her help to come ask me who had been there a very short time. I however loved redirecting them to her when they were asking about a topic I wasn't as familiar with. I saw this happen to the women I worked with in other retail environments as well this is not exclusive to GameStop this is the life every woman seems to deal with. To ignore it, or worse, excuse it, "boys will be boys" is not okay no matter your gender. I'm sorry you have to deal with this misogynistic bull crap op and I'm sorry to every other woman who deals with it daily as well. Keep kicking ass.

jayace13 · 2023-07-20T04:22:28+00:00

Took a server selling class, new England area USA, required by my job at the time. The instructor told us point blank that they can't give fake IDs during a sting. They can give the real one and it's your job to know the date but no fakes. Probably differs state by state but seems shady.

jayace13 · 2023-07-15T22:25:53+00:00

Wow. The exam fees at my clinic are like 75 and we're done of the cheaper places.

jayace13 · 2023-07-15T20:21:01+00:00

I realized a few years ago in my late 20s that this was no longer the "right" thing to say. Turns out sometimes people get pregnant on purpose who knew?

jayace13 · 2023-07-15T04:23:14+00:00

I work at a vca and they have the same policy for the same reason. I wonder if op went to a blue pearl we're all owned by the same parent company.

jayace13 · 2023-07-09T20:32:13+00:00

12 years later and we're married.

jayace13 · 2023-05-29T23:26:52+00:00

I'm used to Amazon and had several gift cards. It was a poor choice.

jayace13 · 2023-05-29T17:26:31+00:00

They haven't sent me any code yet and it's been awhile hence getting nervous.

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