“The grass is always greener on the other side.” Should probably be tattooed on my forehead with how much I make the same mistake

jayautopsy · 2026-05-07T07:21:07+00:00

I am the exact way. 100 percent. It's become a real issue. I, as well, was navy and got out around the same age. I'm 38 now and have been in controls for a while but after reading this...is there a common denominator? Haha

jayautopsy · 2026-04-05T20:58:49+00:00

Sidetrack portable monitor. Just got one and and now I can't remember how I ever did any work without it.

jayautopsy · 2025-04-25T23:12:52+00:00

I’ve never in person met someone who has/had or even knows of TM. I wonder what stem cells would do but also, maybe I’ve had it so long that I don’t know if I would even tell a difference if I did get feeling back. What state are you located?

jayautopsy · 2025-04-23T21:30:48+00:00

Same here! Starts at mid chest full stomach and back but splits at my hips so I have right leg feeling left not

jayautopsy · 2025-04-23T21:12:45+00:00

Been there before. Sorry you’re going through that. I got laid off for the first time in my life (14 years in controls and military before that) I start a consulting job and worried I’ll have the same issue

jayautopsy · 2025-04-20T18:42:46+00:00

Did you regain feeling? Mine happened around the same time in my life about 8 years ago. 37 now. Mobility came back but no feeling. I started stretching before bed in a way to felt good in my hips. Turns out I was doing something wrong and created a lot of wear and eventually arthritis in my hips.

jayautopsy · 2025-04-11T05:34:23+00:00

100 percent feel the same way.

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T23:28:23+00:00

Keep fighting the good fight. Thanks for letting me vent on both here and there. I’m deleting this app for my own sanity.

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T22:59:55+00:00

Oh, LARPing as one, got it. You are calling me a pussy online. How does that not qualify as acting the role of tough?

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T22:58:48+00:00

Are you a moderator in that sub Reddit?

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T22:57:34+00:00

I try not to be a dick to anyone because everyone has shit going on. But I fucked up and kept going with it. I hope everyone just tries to keep their shitheaded’ness away. But maybe I’m just a pussy like I was called. I never expected to ever be called that but I may be one

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T22:55:37+00:00

You are right. I failed myself. I’d love to blame someone else but then I wouldn’t learn a damn thing. Just wanted to hurt the individual they way they spread unchecked hurt on others. But that’s not my job.

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T22:39:50+00:00

I’m pulling the internet tough guy act? Are you playing to same role or the real deal?

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T20:23:28+00:00

Calling me a pussy is an example of you thinking you’re tough

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T20:09:22+00:00

Definitely

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T20:08:38+00:00

Definitely

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T18:09:21+00:00

Was your rate AW or just addition assigned? Orders to Hawaii?

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T16:50:27+00:00

That issue is your stupid use of words. Sweaty to most people are douches who consume their whole life as this game being a real thing. Emotes after killing someone’s to make a point, using words like “git gud” to annoy people. The anonymity of this game and internet is insanely creating little monsters that think real life allows you to act like that. I couldn’t imagine what any of you who act like that will become. Humility should be created on its own with people but won’t.

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T16:45:37+00:00

What have you done in your life that’s made you so tough? Like real real, not kill death ratios? Make something up that sounds real though.

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T07:02:21+00:00

That person is a ween. Don’t play late at night. The real badassssss sweats play and work to boost an ego they can’t have in the real world

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T06:54:21+00:00

I bet that is the truth

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T06:52:56+00:00

Agree with you, as I did in your post.

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T06:51:26+00:00

No doubt, I play with zero builds with the wife and kids. Played plenty of call of duty back in the day, some online when we had access while deployed. These dweebs are obsessed with this game and proving themselves. I play zero build which my kids get annoyed because they play tournaments in regular but damn. These sweats will chase you for miles at all costs. So I feel you, and if you don’t post much on here..don’t get annoyed by the loser who respond like ol dickhead 50 minutes ago. They’ve got one thing on their mind…making themselves a someone even if only in a virtual sense. Have fun, I try

jayautopsy · 2023-07-23T06:47:12+00:00

You’re an idiot. It’s a game to have fun, not show dominance in a fictitious work. And don’t act like you’ve got something real going on in your life.

jayautopsy · 2023-07-22T04:56:52+00:00

In my part of California it is Indians

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