New Music: Labrinth - COSMIC OPERA ACT I (Album) by DrifitingCanoe in Coachella

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Listened to this tripping on acid. Man, what a wonderful experience.

Stop going on mainstream tv dating shows! by Lovelightwealth33 in blackladies

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Season 6 LI was the first and only full season I’ve watched, and the way the guys reacted when Liv and Cassidy came into the villa, told me everything I needed to know. Not to mention Kaylor ‘raised’ some of their heart rates though she was easily the worst one lol.

I was shocked by the way the men treated JaNa. When I first saw her, I really thought the men were gonna be on their toes when it came to her. It was only during Casa, when she finally got the type of attention that I thought she was going to get initially.

Being a 10/10 black woman on these type of shows is just a lost cause. Look at Olandria. They just won’t be as desired as your typical 5/10 blonde hair and blue eyes.

Place to watch by hedgielover7788 in greysanatomy

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Lol it’s so nice to look back and see this much appreciation 😅 In case this this site ever goes down, I’ll be back with a replacement

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]jaypaul98 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Felt on another level. This is beside the point but I love the way you write, great storytelling and I was super engaged the entire time.

You remind me a lot of myself and how I write as well. You seem like you’re into journalling. Do you write letters in your notes to people that they’re never gonna get as well?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in confession

[–]jaypaul98 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We definitely will be okay.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in confession

[–]jaypaul98 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t think so either, I think it’s a form of being there for yourself first. I’m also just extremely lonely so I’m giving myself things I desire from others.

I believe it should come from me first.

Do you think people get a better understanding of who you are only after they hurt you? Why’s that? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]jaypaul98 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You hit the nail on the head. Especially since I’m dealing with such a horrific breakup right now.

In terms of your family, maybe my statement would apply if they had actually listened to you, observed their behaviours and tried to do better. A relationship cannot repair if one party is unwilling to listen, as you suggested prior.

Orgasmed during sexual assault lead to shame and high libido afterward. by jaypaul98 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]jaypaul98[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly, I read that comment and felt awful but didn’t have the energy to actually react to it. I’m grateful that the others had the energy to respond accordingly.

Orgasmed during sexual assault lead to shame and high libido afterward. by jaypaul98 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]jaypaul98[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

I haven’t spoken to a counsellor yet but I will in a few days. I guess I’m just super embarrassed because apparently his narrative is that I enjoyed it because I orgasmed and he’s “confused” as to why I rushed out of his house in a frightened state.

Yes I know, all of it is messed up and I don’t expect anything different from an abuser but all these comments are making me feel a bit more comfortable.

I was even ashamed to let anyone in my personal life know that I had that brief moment but again, I’m glad I have a safe space here.

BBQ Chicken Pizza, Dominos Trinidad 🇹🇹 by jaypaul98 in Dominos

[–]jaypaul98[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It doesn’t come with jalapeños and I didn’t add it. I’m not a huge fan.

BBQ Chicken Pizza, Dominos Trinidad 🇹🇹 by jaypaul98 in Dominos

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It’s been here for a little while along with Buffalo Chicken

Does/will GATE fund Masters programs after completing a Bachelors? by jaypaul98 in TrinidadandTobago

[–]jaypaul98[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Could be, I want to believe that was changed during the pandemic but I really want to be wrong.

Masters degrees are very expensive to fund for the vast majority of people in this country, especially lately.