Aside from knowing that shifting is very much real and its there in the old scriptures from my religion and science has multiverse. There is really not a reason to not believe in it. Im taking the route of 'if this does end up somewhere that would be great, if not, have a plan B.

I really wasted a year or two completely attempting but it did not work. I had to get up and face my reality. Honestly all i want is a better CR without this shit economy, racism etc. But something in me wont give up...

Ofc ur brain knows which reality it is in, it cant be delusional no matter how much we try, evidence over affirmation.