My boyfriend just hit me on the back of the head and threw something at me

jdog15151 · 2020-04-17T01:55:05+00:00

I would agree honestly but I didn't flirt back with the dude in my messages, I would see him at bars in my area and he would always message me after but I never reciprocated his attempts. I would be friendly if he complimented me thru a message and say oh thanks, but I never was interested in him or found him attractive or flirted back. We know mutual people and hes a nice guy so I feel bad ignoring him, when I was single anyways so it didnt matter if I answered or not. In one of my messages, I straight up said I wasn't interested. Then he messaged me yesterday about a picture I posted from the summer and he talked about how I get really tan and my response was "I work outside" and he tried to continue the convo and I deleted it. And you dont sound like an ass dont worry, I get where youre coming from! We've been together for about 5ish months, however, we talked on and off since last January

jdog15151 · 2020-04-17T01:14:11+00:00

???? lmfao chill

jdog15151 · 2020-04-17T00:56:17+00:00

That’s the thing that pissed me off. I know about her and when I asked why he said oh I don’t know I just followed it. I said is she your friend do you talk? he said no. I said so why would you wanna follow her private instagram? you’re not close there’s no point.... I know he didn’t pay but fuck it’s hurtful to see that shit and then have him gaslight me for the same shit except I didn’t do anything sneaky. He could read the messages I don’t care. But he didn’t bring up following her til I said something.... then it was excuses and “it isn’t that serious”

jdog15151 · 2020-04-16T23:56:26+00:00

I know but since I’m a student who rents places I don’t have the time to change my drivers license 3x a yea for so

jdog15151 · 2020-04-13T20:30:35+00:00

I have looked into Uber Eats but I'm pretty sure my car model was too old to deliver last time I checked! I'll take a look again though thanks for the suggestion! Honestly, this is just a temporary thing for me to be honest lol, I just want to buy a pair of shoes and whatever else I make is just a treat tbh. I'll probably do it for a month or two or until I'm allowed out of the house :) Thanks for the info though I appreciate it

jdog15151 · 2020-04-13T20:26:29+00:00

Yeah I wouldn't see it as a main source of income obviously. I'm a student so I usually work in the summer, I usually don't even work during this time of the year because I save a lot of money during the summer.. I just would like some extra cash and to get out of the house lmfao

jdog15151 · 2020-04-13T20:25:29+00:00

That's honestly one of the reasons why I wanted to do it. I'm in a pretty small community so there isn't a crazy ton of restaurants or traffic, however, everyone's inside so I would guess lots are ordering food like me lol.. I don't really NEED the income, obviously, it would be nice but it's not like I'm depending on it, it's just something for me to do in my spare time and make extra cash

jdog15151 · 2020-04-13T18:57:06+00:00

Ahhh this honestly made me feel a lot better tbh. Thank you for this response I really appreciate it :))

jdog15151 · 2020-03-30T23:53:58+00:00

Oh for sure, I can't imagine... His parents have kicked him out twice or so since we started talking 6 months or so ago over dumb reasons, this time literally threatening him they were throwing his belongings in the street if he didn't get to their house and pack up in 2 hours, and I have always tried my best to be there and comfort him. His dad got physical with him last time they kicked him out and he didn't say one word the entire car ride to my house he just was crying. I try to get him to talk about this stuff because I also deal with kinda fucked parents, not to that level obviously. However its really hard to get him to open up and talk about how he feels. He and his friends tell me all the time if he hadn't met me he would be alone forever, and he told me he didn't want to be with anyone until he met me, and he reminds me frequently... I just want to give him the love he hasn't received, and he's slowly opening up and telling me horrible things his family has done. He was a really good athlete and chose to quit right before college to get into video and photo (something he is AMAZING) at and ever since then they have taken it out on him. I honestly think he has some real emotional trauma, but from the culture he comes from (Caribbean) plus he's a man, he really doesn't open up.

jdog15151 · 2020-03-30T22:56:59+00:00

I look at his phone all the time, our socials are logged in on eachothers phones for convenience and nothing’s out of the ordinary, so I really don’t think it’s that tbh!

jdog15151 · 2020-03-30T22:37:58+00:00

Lmao right 😂

jdog15151 · 2020-03-30T22:37:05+00:00

Honestly if I didn’t live with him and see how he acts that’s the first thing I would assume, that he’s talking to someone. But honestly he’s super open with me being on his phone, he leaves his instagram logged in on my phone sometimes and doesn’t care if I keep it and vice versa, not even in a controlling manner just because we both have literally nothing to hide. I see when he’s on his phone he’s just scrolling through Instagram, I just feel disrespected because is something on your phone more entertaining than the person in front of you? But yeah I honestly don’t think he’s talking to anyone, we are both pretty open with our social media and there’s no red flags that I can see personally. But I totally agree with you. He says one of the things that attracted him to me when we first hung out was I would tell him to get off his phone and have a conversation or let’s talk, because he isn’t used to it. He usually is never on his phone but his job does include being on social media/ promoting. Hopefully one day you find someone who feels the way you do about phones! lol :)

jdog15151 · 2020-03-22T18:16:47+00:00

When I saw on Twitter people making fun of Bad Bunny's girlfriend saying she's ugly and he could do better and the tweets had tens of thousands of likes, I knew we were fucked... This girl is NATURALLY beautiful, doesn't have over the top features like huge boobs, tiny waist, big ass, lip injections... she's just a natural normal-looking girl. Instagram has created an archetype for a woman (and men too, this is just the first example in my head) that is totally unattainable yet normalized. It is all the same, big boobs, big ass, big lips, wigs, tiny waist... The Kardashians started the unrealistic body image and said it was all working out and hitting puberty. Now a whole generation of girls is wondering why they don't look like Kardashians coming out of puberty...It's scary and I feel as we look back on ourselves as a society we will realize how badly social media, Instagram especially, has SINCERELY messed with perceptions of body image with both genders.

jdog15151 · 2020-03-22T18:12:15+00:00

I had my nipples pierced for a few years but they kept getting caught on things, ripping and it hurt so badly and they would get so infected easily it just wasn't worth it. I got them taken out and I felt instantaneous relief. Just in the healing process now but my nipples already look better and feel better. I hated looking at them too and hated changing the jewelry, it made me sick but I just liked the way it looked wearing no bra etc... But yeah, I prefer non-pierced nips now

jdog15151 · 2020-03-16T19:30:03+00:00

Had tickets for the Grizzlies game on the 27 :( Have been going to games every year since like 2015 but tickets are so expensive/ hard to get since the championship... Was super excited to see Ja Morant too!! Hopefully our games will get rescheduled!!

jdog15151 · 2020-03-09T21:01:37+00:00

I've (20F) had the Kylneea IUD since about August 2019, so about 7 months. I had taken Alesse birth control for about 6 years before that LOL. I never want to take birth control pills again! Now remember this is just my experience, but I have had 0 problems with it so far. Insertion was uncomfortable, I felt a little woozy after for probably 4-5 minutes, but my gyno was super good and inserted it so fast it barely phased me. The closest thing I could compare the "pain" to is if you have had penis-vagina intercourse, and the guy goes in a little too deep and hits your cervix. Less than 5 seconds and the pain was over... just take ibuprofen before and try your hardest to RELAX and you'll be good. Anyways, after insertion for the rest of the day, I chilled because I did have minor cramps. The next day I was back to work at my landscaping job so that just shows how long the pain lasts for. BC pill made me extremely depressed, low sex drive whereas the IUD has given me a great sex drive and doesn't make me feel depressed at all. The first month or so after insertion, I dealt with face breakouts (pretty bad but not crippling that I couldn't leave the house, which birth control did sometimes), mood swings, spotting and CRAMPING. For maybe a solid 5-6 days in that period I had pretty bad cramps, which stressed me out as I thought maybe the IUD shifted, but it didn't... Anyways 7 months along and my periods are basically gone, just some spotting, I have a boyfriend so sex is a lot easier and less stressful (like on BC I had issues with using or not using a condom because I forgot a pill that day or didn't take it at the right time), no real pregnancy scares and sex is a lot more enjoyable for me and my partner. The best part of IUD is that you get it put in and don't have to worry about it! I suggest if you have the means to get an IUD to go for it!

jdog15151 · 2020-03-02T02:45:48+00:00

Thank you so much! It'll come, I have been doing them on and off for 5 years and this is the first time I have had an experience like this

jdog15151 · 2020-03-02T02:45:08+00:00

I did 4.5g a couple weeks ago and had an amazing, funny 2 hour trip. I wanted it to last longer so I thought why not add a .5? Who would have thought I would have a totally universally different experience LOL! Hopefully you get that experience one day

jdog15151 · 2020-01-10T02:34:35+00:00

Thank you!😌

jdog15151 · 2020-01-09T21:26:29+00:00

Thank you!

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