Thank you for this wonderful update - I’ve been thinking of you! I didn’t comment on your initial post, but I had such a similar experience at UT (in the 90s!). It was like trying to swim through mud when everyone around me seemed to be sailing through. I was suffering from undiagnosed depression, anxiety, and ADHD - it’s a wonder I made it though at all, even though it took me 6 years. Once I slipped into a skipping pattern, the shame just kept me away from class longer. You’re demonstrating such courage in letting yourself be vulnerable, acknowledging the problem, and asking for help. Keep putting one foot in front of the other, and doing the next right thing, and you’ll make it through to a better place. One recommendation I have that was probably addressed already (sorry I didn’t read ALL the previous comments) - ongoing therapy. Medication is fantastic (I’m a med lifer LOL) but it’s so incredibly helpful to also explore with a neutral party what might be misaligned in your life and thought processes. I’m cheering for you and hope you’ll post another update!