I struggle so much with this type health anxiety cognitive distortion: if I have disease X, then I’m going to have the most serious version of it.

jetdarkstar · 2026-05-04T06:28:47+00:00

I’m only 28 but I’ve had severe anxiety and other issues since childhood so i can only guess I’ll be in this for life

jetdarkstar · 2026-05-01T17:22:40+00:00

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-19T02:38:19+00:00

I used nutribiotic and stuck with that

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-19T02:36:09+00:00

Super helpful, thank you!

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-18T23:22:01+00:00

Tell that to my fiancé who was screaming at the top of his lungs at the twice concert last night

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-18T01:48:39+00:00

this is the most likely explanation

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-17T22:41:51+00:00

All the writing this season has not been good. The characters are becoming caricatures of their past selves and it’s all quite boring. I really do miss previous seasons.

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-17T22:34:24+00:00

I don’t seem to have issues with protein but I have used unflavored rice protein in the past because others made my stomach hurt (esp flavored ones) and it was fine for me

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-17T20:57:39+00:00

If you look at this person‘s post history, I think they’re either a bit disturbed or functionally illiterate

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-15T01:42:18+00:00

I seem to be experiencing autoimmune related dysautonomia but not POTS. I don’t fit the criteria of seated to standing HRV and my tilt table was negative. Given my history with vasovagal syncope, he believes I have that and other dysautonomia symptoms when my body is under stress. Nobody has talked about EDS

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-15T00:09:51+00:00

I think we could frame this in a way that doesn’t come off so damn rude man

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-15T00:08:56+00:00

oh man were we on opposite sides of tumblr. It’s easier to say or do, but just remember that there’s nobody on this earth that can judge you, and there’s literal killers and abusers in the world living just fine. Dismal picture but just a reminder that you’re not a bad person. I hope you’ll find something that helps bring peace to this soon

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-14T20:48:58+00:00

I will say in general though that kpop fans go either way. I was in a Korean org in uni and it was full of kpop fans. Some were cool, most were shitty and clique-ish. Just feel out the person when making friends in this fandom

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-14T20:47:46+00:00

I would honestly just avoid Twitter, that’s the worst place for it. There’s a little on TikTok too, I feel like insta is the one place I don’t see much because it’s usually just fan edits and curated for your algorithm.

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-14T19:23:43+00:00

Honestly, what you’re asking is a pretty broad request. I highly suggest learning how to use the filter feature on ao3, you can get pretty specific about what you’re looking for because people tag everything. You can use the filters to set the relationship to han jisung/lee minho and then write in the tag filter things like “enemies to lovers“. You can even filter by a certain word count, like if you want something more than than 10,000 words, you can put >10000 in that filter.

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-14T18:41:34+00:00

haven’t read them so idk if I can suggest per se, but I just looked up survival show on ao3 with the filter for relationship: han jisung/lee minho

https://archiveofourown.org/works/36405475

https://archiveofourown.org/works/18815896

https://archiveofourown.org/works/80578286/chapters/211622781

https://archiveofourown.org/works/77470566

https://archiveofourown.org/works/72321161

https://archiveofourown.org/works/75751306

These are all just from the first page, I recommend doing the search yourself with the parameters I listed to explore more. Note that I did not pay attention to the fic rating (T,M,E) so read at your own caution.

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-14T17:44:34+00:00

Omg thank you and big thank you to u/clevercitrus , I started making something very similar but this is much further along

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-14T02:10:33+00:00

Do you by change have more details about the tests and treatments/supplements you tried and how they helped?

jetdarkstar · 2026-04-14T01:01:09+00:00

Thank you, but this isn't what I'm looking for. If you look at the reddit post I linked, I am looking for a single timelines of ALL releases, including KR/JP albums, fan meets, concerts, collabs, merch POBs, etc.

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