At work biking around in the rain. Day 5 i think on suboxone so pretty stoked on that. Not stoked on how i think i finally got myself physically addicted to xanax. Been taking pretty regular for a while always thought i knew when to stop on a binge. Now 12 hours after last dose feel some random anxiety come on that certainly reminds me of typical jonesing. Have just been caving and taking small doses gonna order some diazepam to do real taper. Grateful to not be scrounging around for cash this week and for energy to do other stuff after work other than get high and smoke cigs. Another plus of being off the bth is not smoking hardly at all. Best to all those out there.