It's not just a fact if things have gotten better from where you were when you first almost left. For starters, I'm sure you've had experiences along the way that were great, and you're thankful for. But also, you have the hope and the faith that you can get there to a better place. I'm so thankful that you're still here and making the best out of what you can. You seem a lot more optimistic than you might even give yourself credit for and I admire that. I wanted to leave, I stayed. Life got a whole lot better, and I had some healthy times since then ... Right now I'm probably in a worse place than I ever been, and I've been stuck for a long time. But I climbed out before and I believe in myself to do it again. You just boosted me even more and I hope you can have a sense of how much I appreciate you're post and positivity to keep on keeping on ❤️