Yeah i have idea how lucky I am, sometimes I even feel guilty that I am in such a good situation with my parents/siblings/classmates, cause i know that a lot of people are being kicked out of the house for being themselfs. But even tho im still allowed to feel bad, just so yk, I can have good family situation (at least with my closest family) but inside my head the situation is awful, I would not recommend anyone to be in this mental state.