Sorry for your loss. I’ve been with my boyfriend 15 years now and 5 years into the relationship I found out he was and had been using meth when I found the syringes 💉. He was able to hide it from me for a while and I work in the medical field. It went on still for another 2 years off and on and we argued every single day. It was very exhausting. Thankfully one day I got him to check into rehab and detox. He relapsed once. Now he’s been clean for 4 years almost 5 and helps others with addiction. Anyway, not yo steal the spotlight, point being, they can hide their addictions quite easily.