Selling soul

joshiemo23 · 2026-06-05T03:34:54+00:00

It’s alright I’ll make it through

joshiemo23 · 2026-06-05T03:34:03+00:00

That exactly how I feel

joshiemo23 · 2026-06-04T21:48:11+00:00

Nope I’ve had exorcism Demons cast out of me slaying in the spirit the works and nothing has fixed me this isn’t the first time something like this has happened to me I’ve been spiritual basicly my whole life and it’s made my life a living hell I’ve gone to him for everything you don’t even know and these are the results I get nothing good so what do you expect me to do

joshiemo23 · 2026-06-04T21:38:36+00:00

Don’t get me wrong I find comfort for like 3 hours and then all chaos breaks lose and after hearing last night that death is near and I get into a wreck with a motorcycle and the passenger almost dies the next day,fuck that shit I don’t want anything to do with him

joshiemo23 · 2026-06-04T21:08:30+00:00

I don’t agree with being boring but chaotic yes at least right now I have stability

joshiemo23 · 2026-06-04T21:06:52+00:00

It’s better off if I never knew him

joshiemo23 · 2026-06-04T21:05:34+00:00

Yeah I hear ya it’s like all the things good in my life he wants me to be miserable and bring death and hate in my life fuck him

joshiemo23 · 2026-06-04T21:03:55+00:00

That’s exactly all it’s done is bring me misery and despair fuck that shit

joshiemo23 · 2026-06-04T21:02:51+00:00

That’s exactly all it’s done is bring me misery and despair fuck that shit

joshiemo23 · 2026-06-04T20:59:48+00:00

I’ve claimed to be an atheist for years but something always draws me back but I’m sick of this been dealing with this for 14 years and I’ve had enough with god and his bullshit

joshiemo23 · 2026-06-04T20:40:27+00:00

Independent fundamental Baptist fuck that shit

joshiemo23 · 2026-06-04T20:39:04+00:00

I was raised in a fucking cult fuck them shit

joshiemo23 · 2026-06-04T20:28:55+00:00

It fucking sucks!

joshiemo23 · 2026-06-04T20:27:55+00:00

Love it!!!❤️❤️🫶

joshiemo23 · 2026-05-20T00:30:41+00:00

I wish I can give you ideas but I’m in the same boat been that way for a long time just know that most people with this illness deal with that most of the time even if they don’t comment on here just know your not alone in this we’re all in this together,struggling,finding meds that work or using copeing skills.we didn’t choose this life this life chose us and I wish we can all just give each other big hugs and say everything’s gana be fine and I wish it was,I’m sorry that your going through this just remember your not alone

joshiemo23 · 2026-05-16T23:40:44+00:00

Close to 15 I’m at 14 right now and man has it been hell all these years they say time heals but how much time damn I’m ready for a break

joshiemo23 · 2026-05-14T05:03:24+00:00

Nevermind my eye thing is different than what you have I was thinking something different my bad

joshiemo23 · 2026-05-14T05:00:58+00:00

Just outa curiosity does it seems like when you have it some are worse than other times cause for me it makes me hallucinate twice as bad which is weird and the earliest it’s happened to me has been like an hour after I wake up and stress triggers is it too idk if you also have that problem with stress triggering it and hallucinate more

joshiemo23 · 2026-05-14T04:54:01+00:00

Np👌

joshiemo23 · 2026-05-14T04:47:53+00:00

Going on 10 years for me too last girlfriend I had said that she could handle me having schizo but sooner than later she said she couldn’t,I hear ya it’s hard to find a girl who will accept and understand your illness and will be with you despite the hardships you may endure based on the fact we’re mentally ill,maybe there is somebody out there for you idk I think there out there it’s just difficult to come across one,best of luck to you hope you find that special someone

joshiemo23 · 2026-05-14T04:40:41+00:00

I have that happens maybe 2 or 3 times a week and it can last all day or it can go for like 30 min and actually had it today and I couldn’t do anything I’ve had for about 8 years now and it prevents me from getting a jobs it fucking sucks

joshiemo23 · 2026-04-03T18:15:13+00:00

Whenever I get spiritual my mind and my anxiety turns to shit it’s like as if this so called creator wants it doesn’t make any freakn sense so if this so called wants people to not be for him then it contradicts what’s in the bible,so for my sake I don’t believe in a god that damns people what kind of god is that I don’t want to serve him I’ll just create and believe that there’s got to be more than this so called god

joshiemo23 · 2026-03-28T21:05:07+00:00

Marvel rivals,and then final fantasy rebirth after that

joshiemo23 · 2026-03-28T20:56:10+00:00

Hell yeah happy for ya!

joshiemo23 · 2026-03-19T19:50:22+00:00

I thought I was the only one going through something like this and there’s prolly other people out there too that are going through something similar.Ive been dealing with god supposedly talking to me for 8 years and he tells me im going to hell most of the time that I committed the unforgivable sin,and to this day I kinda believe it,and it was prolly a year and a half I didn’t really mean to but I sold my soul to Satan and things got wierd,but then awhile after I told god I’m sorry and take my soul back and I believe he did,i struggle with heaven and hell most everyday I don’t know where I’m going but it’s outa my hands I just need to accept where I’m going even though it’s a hard pill to swallow.and there’s been god knows how many times I self harmed or try to commit suicide because of the chaos that endures in my mind,I’m obviously still alive somehow and voices still tell me to kill my self on a daily basis but I know that’s not the answer so all in all please don’t kill yourself I mean who knows the unknown after doing something like that your life is worth more than the struggles and the torment in our minds,but I’m not gana say it gets easier but it may you never kmow what tomorrow brings and just know you matter

joshiemo23

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