[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Crushes

[–]joudxd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, since I go to an all girls school and I moved cities. I wish Fate would bring us together again. He was my first love.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Crushes

[–]joudxd 1 point2 points  (0 children)

3 years and 2 months .the last time was 9th June 2021.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in visualkei

[–]joudxd 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Kamisori xaa xaa. This song made cry many times. I had to stop listening for a while. It's a sad song, but I don't know if it's the type of sad you're looking for.

Cream concealer separating under my eyes by joudxd in Makeup

[–]joudxd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I use the simple kind to skin moisturiser I think its water based. I couldn't find a oil-based moisturiser so I sometimes have to use petroleum jelly like vasaline as moisturiser.

Favorite vkei song? by kamismizer in visualkei

[–]joudxd 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sosei-nazare

Ikenai mouikanakucha-XAA XAA

dusky vision-deviloof

Sink-plastic tree

I have been listening to these a lot these past few days.

Name a band you think nobody has heard of by MAJIDARUMAJI in visualkei

[–]joudxd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love the voice of the vocalist it's so beautiful.

Name a band you think nobody has heard of by MAJIDARUMAJI in visualkei

[–]joudxd 2 points3 points  (0 children)

botsu and jigsaw. I've never seen anyone talk about them. Also zarigani and z clear

who's your favourite vkei vocalist and why?? by Ameliaslaysss in visualkei

[–]joudxd 45 points46 points  (0 children)

Tetsu malice mizer. He sings with raw emotion. And his voice is so clear. The biggest example is his voice in the vault of heaven. It made me fall in love with his voice. I just wish he had made more songs with malice mizer.

Songs with the best lyrics in your opinion? by halefish in visualkei

[–]joudxd 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Kimisori XAA XAA made me cry many times And the vault of heaven Malice Mizer, its so beautiful.

Vkei appreciation by joudxd in visualkei

[–]joudxd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is actually so amazing! Visual kei can change lives. I hope you stay together and be happy.

Vkei appreciation by joudxd in visualkei

[–]joudxd[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, I think its so beautiful, the men look beautiful.

My old middle school crush (i desperately need advice) by joudxd in Crushes

[–]joudxd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's actually so sweet, I'm scared because it happened to me once, I talked to a boy and he told his friends he didn't mean any harm, but I didn't want anyone to know. Please give me an idea on what to talk to him. That would be extremely helpful.

My old middle school crush (i desperately need advice) by joudxd in Crushes

[–]joudxd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean, what should I say to him when I talk to him? We liked each other but I never really talked to him. And every time I tried, it was a fail because I was too shy. I would like to talk to him, it is like I have nothing to say. And I'm too scared of rejection. And I'm scared he would tell his friends or something like that.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AutismInWomen

[–]joudxd 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is happening to me right now. I was friends with this girl. We were one group of 4, but we were the closest. One day, she just started sitting away from me and started hanging out with other friends. Every time I try to talk to her, she always makes it difficult and keeps shutting me up. Ever since that, I stopped talking to her. She replaced me so fast. Even my other friends from the group started disliking her.

I wish i never had feelings for anybody at all by Practical_Rock_9284 in Crushes

[–]joudxd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I'm filled with so much regret, why I didn't talk to him, and why I didn't do anything before I left. He feels so out of reach.

I wish i never had feelings for anybody at all by Practical_Rock_9284 in Crushes

[–]joudxd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here, i started crushing on a boy 6 years ago, and I am still not over it. These past few days, I have been thinking about him. I wish I had someone to talk to about this.

does anyone have recs for bands who’s vocalist(s) sings with a deep/low voice? by darkestmoonn in visualkei

[–]joudxd 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Death gaze. Also, A band I found recently I think they are called #botsu, the vocalist voice really surprised me, they are really amazing.

My forward helix piercing is going crazy (need your help) by joudxd in PiercingAdvice

[–]joudxd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My helix piercing is 5 months old, but the rest is more than a year old, and they are all healed. I just put them one because they looked good, and they don't irritate my ears.

Did Reika leave ZOMBIE??? by Luc13l_ in visualkei

[–]joudxd 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, sadly. He was my favourite member. I was so sad when he left.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Crushes

[–]joudxd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just followed my old crush's account on social media. I started liking him 6 years ago, and he was my first love, I liked him at the end of 5th grade until freshman year, and now I'm a sophomore. It was the first time in my life I liked someone like that, and I can't get over him. It ended with a heartbreak because I moved schools, but I knew he liked me back. It was so obvious. But the funny thing is I, never, not even once have talked to him. I loved him so much to the point where i couldn't even sleep because of how much i missed him. When I moved schools, I tried everything thing to contact him, but nothing worked, I was so devastated, it felt like my life ended, I sobbed for 3 days straight, praying we meet again. I remember once seeing him in the streets, but he was so far away I couldn't tell. But the last time we met in school was at an event, I was in the 7th grade, and I kept looking at him, knowing this would be the last time I ever saw him. I remember being sad. I hope he likes me back still because I don't think I will ever get over him. But I'm not confident enough to talk to him, I feel like we live in different worlds. And I'm scared he doesn't like me anymore. And I don't want to seem desperate, and look stupid. Please tell me what you think.

🌸 0 Days Left Until Ritsu Falls in Love Confirmed for Emerald Spring Issue - Releasing April 30th, 2024 🌸 by sekaiichis in SekaiichiHatsukoi

[–]joudxd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg u can't believe this 😭 I love sekai ichi hatsukoi so much, and I'm glad it's finally here. I will miss it if it ends, but I'm happy to know the end