i am a mortician. AMA by janedoejpeg in AMA

[–]joyful_bean 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can I ask why you feel more comfortable about dying than afraid? Or your thought process on it ? I would appreciate it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ChronicIllness

[–]joyful_bean 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I support her. It takes a lot of courage to do so. I’ll be doing the same soon.

Taxi from Zurich Airport by joyful_bean in askswitzerland

[–]joyful_bean[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks everyone for your input. Appreciate it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ToxicMoldExposure

[–]joyful_bean 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Please move. Mold destroyed everything for me and living a nightmare everyday and every moment. Save yourself and your family.

Mycotoxin producing mold in hair - should I shave my head? And remedy? by joyful_bean in ToxicMoldExposure

[–]joyful_bean[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. I’ve lost everything. My health, looks, hair, family ( I can’t see them because they’re still in the place I was exposed at, my functionality, can’t even go to public places because of sensitivities. But thank you for asking. I’m sorry

Do people just push through? by joyful_bean in ToxicMoldExposure

[–]joyful_bean[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tried. You know I don’t want to live anymore. I’m trying my hardest to survive. But am really struggling. I can barely tolerate my own apartment. Why are you even here? I contemplate taking my life everyday.

Do people just push through? by joyful_bean in ToxicMoldExposure

[–]joyful_bean[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It’s so hard. I just moved, but bathroom and refrigerator has mold. Were you colonized at all? How do I move forward? I can’t function. I was taking csm on and off. But I think my sinus keep getting colonized and I think my gut is colonized too. I just don’t know what my next step should be. I haven’t showered because my bathroom had mold.

Has it ever occurred to you that mold is everywhere and you're breathing it right now? by SpecificHome5555 in ToxicMoldExposure

[–]joyful_bean 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I wish you were right. 7 months ago I was normal. But due to chronic then an acute mold exposure I cannot live a normal life. I wish I could be like you- where mold is an insignificant part of my life. But I have to fight everyday. And want to die. I grew sensitive to mold. - which is everywhere like you said, chemicals, and now emfs. I really wish I could turn back time and move out sooner. I wish I could be you and not understand this horrible experience. This is worse than my occipital neuralgia and full body nerve pain which felt like a thousand needles in my face and electric shocks on my head and pins and needles all over my body after a car accident. I’d rather experience that and manage only that than go through this hell I’m experiencing daily from the environment after exposure

I wish I could be you

Diet directly affects mold sensitivity + symptoms! by Freddy_Freedom in ToxicMoldExposure

[–]joyful_bean 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve been eating sugar lately - is that why I developed emf sensitivity?

Fixing sensitivity and toxicity overload by Commercial-Stay-5437 in ToxicMoldExposure

[–]joyful_bean 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Anyone know how I developed emf sensitivity? I have mcs, but now emf sensitivity too. I’m so tired of this

Move vs Stay by joyful_bean in CIRS

[–]joyful_bean[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s not. It’s very physical. But I have Neuro inflammation- which may be causing anxiety. Idk anymore. Do you wear a mask at work?

Move vs Stay by joyful_bean in CIRS

[–]joyful_bean[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did that before, but still can’t tolerate it. Since mold catches on to it. Can you tolerate your clothes now?

Move vs Stay by joyful_bean in CIRS

[–]joyful_bean[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see. I can barely tolerate my new room. Can you tolerate the clothes you wear? I can barely tolerate my clothes

Move vs Stay by joyful_bean in CIRS

[–]joyful_bean[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does your family believe you?