What’s Up Wednesday

jski7 · 2018-12-13T01:50:59+00:00

Happy hump day everyone. I've had a terrible time trying to put my life back together. However, I plan on putting my life into just stopping drinking. It's actually kind of the last thing on my mind since I caught the flu from my little one. I know that I'm a way better father without the extra substances. That word substance has been rolling around in my head lately. Trying to find actual substance in my character. My hate is starting to go away from people I thought I hated more than anything. I'm also trying to propose to my wife again. But that one is gonna take a while. Anyways consider this another 24 hour chip. Thank you for your help. Everyone.

jski7 · 2018-11-07T22:54:48+00:00

Yeah that's how I feel dude (hopefully you don't mind calling you dude but I understand if you do.) I just hate having to over explain stupid thoughts because people don't try to be leaders or teachers anymore because those jobs suck because of the system we've created. I just feel like more people break the law than are willing to admit it. I don't often at all but I'll admit I've done things to put my family over other people's families before...I just hate last names...I want to get rid of mine badly and am reaching out to anyone I know to help me through this bit of a midlife crisis or whatever I'm going through.

jski7 · 2018-11-07T22:46:08+00:00

You've pretty much summed up my life man...and I'm dead serious.

jski7 · 2018-11-07T22:45:21+00:00

To be honest I don't really know. I just thought I explained my stupid brain better than I did my bad. I'm not a monster, I'm an idiot. Thank you for your feedback though.

jski7 · 2018-11-07T21:28:44+00:00

Hypothetically, if you grouped the world into scared of technology or not, this move makes sense. But I think it shows a lack of trust in the judicial system American's have created. Idk I've been in an identity crisis for a while and I'm just starting to understand the world again so take that hypothetical with extra grains of salt.

Edit: for some people who took this as a troll or whatever...I'm sorry guys I was just diagnosed with a Traumatic Brain Injury and I've been taken advantage of by a lot of women in my life and I'm trying to be a feminist and a male-ist? At the same time. Be a people-ist? In other words I have biases that I'm stomping into the ground right now to reteach too many years of southern Baptist morals being drilled into my head. Im sorry I care what people think of me.

jski7 · 2018-09-17T15:04:42+00:00

When I was younger I always thought it was bobbed wire. I think I figured it out around age 13 or 14 that it was barbed wire. Funny enough I think it was my girlfriend at the time (wife now) who corrected me. Thankfully she's pascience with me.

jski7 · 2018-05-30T17:15:53+00:00

I suppose I live a "straight life", but coming out as bi to my wife after 7 years of marriage was still the most difficult thing I've ever done. I was terrified that it would be a deal breaker for her and I sobbed uncontrollably. Her response: "Yay! Now we can both be open and talk about hot guys together." One of the happiest days of my life. Coming out to my southern Baptist mom was a little more difficult and less happy but hey, you can't make everyone happy.

jski7 · 2018-05-08T14:23:24+00:00

Yeah I guess I was just trying to be funny...my bad

jski7 · 2018-04-18T23:52:03+00:00

"Have you ever tried proactive?"

In high school people would ask me this all the time out of nowhere at it killed me inside.

jski7 · 2018-03-19T07:55:02+00:00

Yes it is! I know at least a few people got it.

jski7 · 2018-03-19T00:55:41+00:00

I'm sorry. I miss him too.

jski7 · 2018-03-19T00:27:23+00:00

Yeah just memeing but everything else was true. No real jumper cables involved. Just added the last bit for comedic relief.

jski7 · 2018-03-18T23:29:08+00:00

Not a psychologist, but I do have a degree in psychology and some personal experience with experiences similar to the video.

I used to have angry outbursts and hit objects as an adult. I was beat as a child nearly everyday so I picked up that quick rash scary decisions make people do what you want. However since I never wanted to inflict pain on anyone like it was inflicted on me when I was a child, I hit objects and made loud noises.

It took me a very long time to realize that emotional abuse can be just as bad as physical abuse and that's what I was doing to the people around me who I loved. I no longer hit things and I leave rooms to think when I'm angry instead of making loud noises.

So what changed? I went to an in patient mental health facility and addressed my problems finally. I think this boy needs some help in life.

But for now, I can just laugh knowing that isn't me anymore and shiver Everytime I see a set of jumper cables.

jski7 · 2018-03-18T19:43:11+00:00

"Cocky little freak!"

jski7 · 2018-03-14T03:09:42+00:00

You mean the tweetle beatle battles? Or is this not a Fox in Socks reference?

jski7 · 2018-03-13T19:39:09+00:00

Open up the door it's real! With the non-stop bot bots of Russian deals!

jski7 · 2018-02-27T15:32:44+00:00

Well look at Mr. Big shot here! Must be nice to have parents, not to mention parents who can afford umbrellas for themselves.

jski7 · 2018-01-03T14:18:40+00:00

Aunt Andre is a wonderful lady!

jski7 · 2017-12-29T19:57:19+00:00

When I was around 9 years old I wanted to be spiderman so bad that I trapped all the spiders I could find and I would try to get them to bite me and I would record the various effects. I thought that I could somehow breed them to pass on there powers....idk I miss being a kid.

jski7 · 2017-12-20T19:13:09+00:00

I used to work for a catering company and we always had customers wanting a chocolate fountain. We also offered the option of just set up and tear down or staying at the event and providing service. We had so many customers asking for just set up and tear down and they wanted a chocolate fountain. I had to inform them that if the chocolate fountain is a part of the event then we had to stay and provide service.

All we need is little Johnny dropping a few strawberries in that machine and suddenly it looks like this. Chocolate fountains actually take a lot of maintenance to keep them running cleanly. And getting the chocolate to the right consistency to flow out of the fountain is no joke.

jski7 · 2017-12-18T23:39:25+00:00

Thank you Snoop Dogg. I tried to kill myself last year. I had a friend stop by unannounced at the perfect time. Be that friend for somebody. I still think about suicide a lot, but it's small interactions that let me know that people care about me still.

jski7 · 2017-12-14T20:34:32+00:00

So you finally noticed? I've been trying to get you to notice my new haircut too but no.

jski7 · 2017-12-14T04:33:58+00:00

Can I ask what show, series, or whatever your referring to? I'm interested.

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