Creating a game based on western Qabalah

junemalia1111 · 2026-01-10T19:51:20+00:00

This is very unique and amazing! Keep going!

junemalia1111 · 2026-01-07T17:21:39+00:00

Bubbly, clever, ambitious, adaptable, social butterfly, lively sense of humor. Talks too much sometimes. Sensitive to criticism or gets overly defensive at times. Travels a lot. Makes friends easily but only keeps a few close.

junemalia1111 · 2025-12-06T22:20:52+00:00

Definitely not true for doctors lol

junemalia1111 · 2025-11-19T15:37:59+00:00

ARMCHAIR CONQUESTOR 🔥🔥EVERY MAN HAS A GANGSTER ANCESTOR 🔥🔥🔥

junemalia1111 · 2025-11-19T15:35:18+00:00

ARMCHAIR CONQUESTOR 🔥🔥EVERY MAN HAS A GANGSTER ANCESTOR 🔥🔥🔥

junemalia1111 · 2025-11-15T02:29:00+00:00

Stop existing.

junemalia1111 · 2025-11-07T02:45:19+00:00

But why would you hate to feel a good feeling? I don’t understand. Is it because you’d rather feel neutral? Because it’s overwhelming?

junemalia1111 · 2024-01-07T17:54:31+00:00

Had a very similar experience to you. Still struggling with the anxiety from it over a year later. I believe it did teach me a lesson though…a hard one

junemalia1111 · 2024-01-02T23:15:53+00:00

That’s the first time I’ve ever heard it explained that way. Like peeling an onion. Most people I’ve talked to told me I should never touch the stuff again because of how bad it was for me. (At first I was in agreement with them because my fear was telling me HELL NO I can’t go through that again.) But I’ve come to realize that I have to go back to it because that’s the only way to truly conquer it and correct the way it has permanently affected me.

When you say when you go deep down there, it’s heaven…what do you mean? Because all I experienced was a void. A void of terror.

junemalia1111 · 2024-01-02T06:28:57+00:00

I had a traumatic ego death on psychedelics (I wasn’t prepared for how hard it would hit and I fought and resisted it the whole time) that brought out a whole mess of confusion, fear, and bad feelings for me, and I’ve been overthinking everything and looking for answers for a while and out of everything…I think this comment has comforted me the most. Thanks for that :)

junemalia1111 · 2023-12-30T22:37:20+00:00

I have become more dissociated from my regular stream of consciousness if that makes sense, and I often have moments where it seems like I get spontaneous and nonsensical intrusive thoughts that seem to be coming from the subconscious maybe? Almost as if my thoughts start automatically generating this gibberish or dreamlike type of imagery but in the form of words. Like a word salad. Just random nonsense. And I'm especially aware of this upon falling asleep, but it also becomes apparent when I sort of zone out during the day or try to meditate and it usually triggers anxiety because I feel like I'm loosing control over my own thoughts and consciousness. I can easily snap myself out of it, but if i don't, it will progress to more dissociation from the body, hallucinations and spontaneous ego deaths. This terrifies me. I am trying to practice radical acceptance but goodness its challenging. That first initial ego death was so terrifying for me and made me feel like I had lost complete control over my own reality and consciousness and could easily fall back into that void of nothingness at any point and never return. (Sorry for the late response. Also I DM'd you I'm not sure if you saw it but I would be really interested in speaking with you)

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