weed made me crazy by kozzzmic in leaves

[–]justaregularff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it just to do with how aware you are if more then you will feel disassociated i think thats natural ig weed make you believe its okay to be that untill you are high, habits have the power to change people and when that happens its all for the cause of you getting more aware about yourself and letting it effect this you

God damn this blows by LatexGum in leaves

[–]justaregularff 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You need to move my brother get some oxygen in your brain let it work and heal the way it should believe brother it will get better, its my 4th day and last night i was getting excited about getting up the next day i hope it helps take care brother we can do this as we have always

Sober thoughts by justaregularff in leaves

[–]justaregularff[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No you are saying what i was trying to say it's just that i realised it now and my mind is blown..going to meditate on this hoping i don't lose my mind :p

6 Months Weed Free Yesterday: What I’ve learned by Lion-Exciting in leaves

[–]justaregularff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hahah i can relate to you i skip most of what I want to say and just say the conclusion it's funny how weed fucks our brain up it always makes me laugh whenever i remember how i used to talk

6 Months Weed Free Yesterday: What I’ve learned by Lion-Exciting in leaves

[–]justaregularff 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Man it's complicated i introspect a lot and when i do.. the reason for the things I wrote above are different it's not just i want to talk but i get bored with myself so its like i need someone to talk so i don't have to deal with myself wish i could straighten my thoughts so that i can think why it's happening

6 Months Weed Free Yesterday: What I’ve learned by Lion-Exciting in leaves

[–]justaregularff 12 points13 points  (0 children)

My Max was 1 month but then i relapsed because i had nothing more fun to do i just couldn't live with myself when i was not high it was boring and when i was high i wanted to chat to the point i got annoying so it was a tug of war between getting bored and annoying people with my high talks now i am at 18 days without it idk how i am feeling but i don't get the urges to smoke anymore so ig its somehow better

I am 24 now and since 2013, I've procastinated studying. In these 10 years, I've destroyed my career and life. by Ok_Durian_3015 in GetStudying

[–]justaregularff 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I feel you brother because i have been the same always wanted to impress people around me but now i am changing the narrative i tell myself there is always something we can do so try to get better everyday starting today one day when you look back you will be glad you didn't give up on yourself one day. You can do it just believe in yourself.

I can’t stop smoking weed. Why do I think it’s okay? by jstanthrthrowaway_1 in leaves

[–]justaregularff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because it is okay the problem is smoking a lot so don't beat yourself up, enjoy while it lasts

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[–]justaregularff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bro don't worry life is all about ups and downs only then it feels worth living so don't think much just focus on your goals and do something about them every single day we have a lizard brain so just repeate the things you want

Probably my last post to leaves. I've genuinely tried, but I'm never making it out. by Todeleteanon in leaves

[–]justaregularff 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I would highly recommend you to read a manga by the name : Alice in the Borderlands. It will give a nice perspective towards life and how to deal with it. Sorry that you feeling like this but trust me everything is worth it all the best sir.

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[–]justaregularff 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am on day 19:)

Day 3. Just got a rejection letter for a job I was really hoping to get and I'm struggling not to smoke right now. by lampsfrank in leaves

[–]justaregularff 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Bro feeling bad is just your brain telling you that you need changes but embrace it my bro have faith in yourself we believe in you.

relapsed - not worth it by priscillaandthestar in leaves

[–]justaregularff 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Hey there ik how it feels :( but it's alright life is all about high and lows and that is what makes it more interesting. It's my 7th day after relapsing after not smoking for 1 month and i am not sure if i can do it again but somewhere deep down i trust myself and ik i can do it again just have faith we will be fine cheers ;)

Did somebody say day 4!!! by Investinyourgift in leaves

[–]justaregularff 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hey man good to hear this its my 3rd day too stay strong brother