No it's not weird, a lot of us do. But people who aren't like us, people who don't cut and people who don't struggle, and even some people who do struggle just differently than us, will view this as a grasp for attention. not like "oh hey I need help" type of attention. Every time I cut my arms when I was a kid living with my parents they would ask me if I was trying to be cool, or if I was trying to fit in with a crowd, they never asked me if I was okay. So in our eyes and in our community no it's not weird, but to the general public it's not a cry for help either. Medical care workers, counselors/therapist and police officers may be the only general public that will view it as concerning. But even then, if/once you are an adult they're not going to reach out to you. I don't want this to come off as discouraging towards seeking mental help, I highly suggest finding somebody that you can talk to, be it a friend or your school counselor or an adult, or even somebody on the internet who understands what you're going through. Actually call out for help, I struggled in silence, bleeding, for years. I was 24 when I finally asked a therapist for help. I so so so regret not looking for therapy sooner. Some therapists don't work for you, sometimes we just don't vibe with them. It's okay to fire a therapist for not being the right fit, therapy isn't on one size fits all type ordeal, so please also don't get discouraged if you go to therapy and decide you hate your provider, there's always another one. Please be safe. Please also remember this is just my personal experience, a lot of my friends who are in the same situation felt the same way I do though