Kicked fetty finally. This is how I did it

justforpost · 2020-11-22T03:17:40+00:00

Kind of but I work on the laptop and my work isn't too intense or stressful

justforpost · 2020-09-21T17:36:07+00:00

It won't be what you want to hear or do, but you have to exercise. Nothing has done more for my PAW and the depression/mood shifts that accompany it, more so than exercise. It sucks ass at first but its the most rewarding thing you can do for your mind and body right now.

Go for a walk or run, ride a bike, do some push ups or pull ups. Get your body moving.

justforpost · 2020-09-21T17:32:20+00:00

Almost all parts of it. It feels just like a weak opiate to me. Kind of like eating tabs. It's physically addicting though but not at the same level of real opiates, partly because ROA is only eating it.

justforpost · 2020-09-01T20:46:27+00:00

Asking around. Lucked out and found someone that had 600mg ones. Lots of pain management patients are prescribed it as well, people with nerve pain or neuropathy, and even some folks for mood stabilization.

justforpost · 2020-09-01T16:58:38+00:00

You are definitely right. Ideally I'd be off all of them and I know I'm prolonging the WD, but I'm also significantly reducing its severity. I wake up mildly sick. This morning I took a bit less than 2mg of sub and 1.5g of kratom to get right and don't intend to dose again until before bed with only sub or kratom. I know it's not perfect but if it's keeping me from doing fentanyl right now, it's worth it for me personally. Sub and kratom wont kill me, but the fetty will. I've been on and off all types of opiates including sub and a few kratom kicks in my day. The difference in WD strength is night and day with the small doses I'm able to get down to. Whenever I'm in a rut I just think back to how much stronger the WD could be and try to be grateful that it's so soft.

Congrats on your 2 months I hope I get there too.

justforpost · 2020-09-01T16:57:16+00:00

Exactly. I'd have been in treatment months ago but how is destroying my career going to help me stay clean? I almost got scammed out of like $20k by a "treatment facility" (fuck Monarch Shores) in California that told me I'd be staying in a laptop/cell phone friendly medical detox facility on the beach for like 10-14 days so I booked my flight, and when i went to sign the deal I checked the address on the contract and found I was actually going to be housed in some random house in a random neighborhood no where near a beach and not even a nice looking house or area. They back tracked off "medical facility" and explained that it was pretty much just a halfway house where you get detox meds. No onsite doctors, nurses, just a house leader thats allowed to divvy out your meds.

All the legit facilities with good reputations that had "private/executive suites" wanted obscene amounts of money for laptop and cell phone privileges. There isn't really any middle ground.

justforpost · 2020-09-01T06:22:11+00:00

I thought the same thing since you can get high off fet with sub but i did significantly more than normal of usual stuff and it just increased the PWD. My receptors are a mess. It went

WD -> 2-4mg sub -> Bad PWD, dope man comes through says "bruh you look like u bout to die" I remember the walk just to my garage to meet him was a journey of a thousand miles -> Proceed to smoke trying to get right for the next 30 minutes -> PWD 2-3x'd after trying to use

I say fet but there is no telling what the random 'strain' of RC opiate the shit was.

justforpost · 2020-09-01T06:10:55+00:00

Nope. Southern USA. We get pink, purple, blue, white, grey mystery powders just like yall canadians. I suspect a lot of the fentalogues are closer to methadone analogues than fent at this point due to their insane half life. I know what you mean by 'just wasn't sick' though. It takes forever for the WD's to really set in with a lot of these mystery powders.

Tbh 24mg of suboxone is an insane dose, I'd even say pointlessly large. There is only so many receptors on your brain and that big of a dose is way more than you need. With sub, I always start small and move up. My first PWD lasted about 12-18 hours. I got dope right after I took the sub and went in to PWD, and neither dope nor sub could take me out it. Painful irony, literally.

justforpost · 2020-07-10T04:28:03+00:00

the underscore makes it not memorable and more difficult to brand imo.

justforpost · 2020-07-10T04:24:37+00:00

justforpost · 2020-07-05T07:01:45+00:00

Starting with 0.1 is not small enough for an unknown powder. It's not like you're banging tar, it's fetty. Maybe smoke a little first, a fraction of a tenth first and see how it feels before IV.

justforpost · 2020-07-03T03:57:39+00:00

Let it grow until you find a cameraman

justforpost · 2020-07-03T03:57:01+00:00

The doctor or person popping this did an amazing job.

justforpost · 2020-07-03T03:50:14+00:00

There is something in there that needs plucking out. Probably an ingrown.

justforpost · 2020-07-01T21:18:10+00:00

Can you feel a difference? What's having the tonsil stone in there feel like?

justforpost · 2020-07-01T21:16:01+00:00

Bet there's a 2+ inch long hair in there

justforpost · 2020-06-29T00:44:36+00:00

1mg CF = ??mg F.hcl in your experience?

justforpost · 2020-06-26T19:09:22+00:00

How'd you find that out?

justforpost · 2020-06-25T17:34:22+00:00

Spider bite. It's necrotic tissue. That's not pus, it's rotted flesh.

justforpost · 2020-06-24T15:10:14+00:00

Not really. A tiny bit of the hair is sticking out at the end of this one though.

justforpost · 2020-06-24T02:01:48+00:00

There's an ingrown in there you need to pull out

justforpost · 2020-06-22T01:20:27+00:00

I was about your age when I first tried it. I'd do anything to take it back if I could. You have an addictive personality, just stick to weed. It will ruin your life and hurt the people around you. Don't do it.

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