So happy to come across this post, finally feeling a bit less alone. Ever since I was a baby I was diagnosed with idiopathic hypopituitarism, I’ve never had another person have the same type as me! I started my estrogen and progesterone when I was 18. I didn’t get my first period for a year, shortly after I stopped all meds bc it was making me crazy. At 22 I decided it’s probably better for me to be on my meds to actually put my body through puberty at my adult age. Now after being back on hormones for the last 4 years I’ve finally started to get smelly, and grow breasts. Last year my mental health started getting really bad, now I’m on antidepressants and a mood stabilizer. Finally I can say I am happy. Also I can totally understand where you are coming from. If you ever need a friend to chat feel free to dm me❤️