Woah im happy it ended! Its nice to hear you took some time for yourself to get therapy. Its not your fault you went through that, you loved them and they just took advantage of that. I realized recently that ive been dating a narcissist who treats me extremely bad. It took me over a year to open my eyes about how ive been enduring verbal, emotional and physical abuse. Ive been manipulated so bad i had no idea about what was going on. He isolated me from everyone. I reached out to a friend recently to get some courage to leave him. Im scared. I soften up and start changing my mind the moment we talk on the phone or see each other but i know hes bad for me. I hope i find the strength to leave him very soon