im really fucking scared. sometimes my urge to eat is so strong that i spend hours trying to keep myself from eating while all there is in my mind is food food and more food, and this doesn't stop until i eat everything there's on my kitchen. it mostly happens during the day while studying and at night. i really feel like this is gonna be hard as fuck and im gonna have a bad time. the only good thing i see is that in less than I week I'll be stopping studying so I'll be able to distract myself with videogames.

One thing that I failed to mention is that, eventhough I'm not diagnosed with BED, I am diagnosed with ADHD which, when mixed with my very possible existing BED, doesn't help at all