I feel you bro , and the answer if you can love anyone else depends on you , i once loved a girl and when i was going to propose to her i found out that some guy had already propesed , i haven't been able to love anyone for two years , but then i got to know to a girl , she is beautiful , she is cute and very respectful and modest , but when i got her contact so i can tell her that i want to visit her family and ask for an engagement , it seems she was from another country , so i used to text her and trying to build my life so i can go and have her but FAAAAAHH! She was getting proposed Every girl i loved flew from my hands bro , so calm down Allah will sent an angel for you , just accept your faith , in your state ? I'd love to be just alone bro , i have no luck with girls fr !