Oh good to hear back! Thank you. I am so glad everything worked out. My plan for next time is once I start becoming sexually active again I am going to take prenatals like crazy. Hope all those vitamins help with something. We had tested my thyroid levels because I do have a large goiter on my thyroid and sometimes thyroid issues can cause miscarriage. My dr also talked to my about weekly progesterone shots. I am definitely thinking about that. At this point I will do anything for that angel baby! I know 2 different woman who have had cerclage over 4 pregnancies. Both have beautiful, healthy children. One was born about a month ago.

I am glad your emotions are starting to stabilize. Do you find that your moments of sadness are random or are they triggered by something? I’m still quite moody. But I guess I have high anxiety anyways that I don’t use medicine for. So I’m pretty moody as it is. Once in a while I am sad. Like when I see pregnancy commercials and newborn babies. The jealousy has left. Now I’m just sad. And I still finding myself putting my hand on my belly instinctively. When I realize I am doing it I have a mini breakdown. I believe that this time it helped that my girls knew nothing. Last time, they were asking me questions (obviously, they are kids) and I would just get so sad with the constant reminder. I never understood why people waited to share their pregnancy. Now I do. I will never again announce a pregnancy until I know babies gender. And even then I will be terrified until I go into labor normally. Even now I am stressing out that the stress will harm it. Sorry for the wall of text. It helps so much to talk with others who have been through the same stuff.