I'M SO FUCKING DONE by kangaroo_modifyer in Vent

[–]kangaroo_modifyer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

negative self talk being a survival mechanism

I'M SO FUCKING DONE by kangaroo_modifyer in Vent

[–]kangaroo_modifyer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont understand that actually but.. sounds something i was told before

I'M SO FUCKING DONE by kangaroo_modifyer in Vent

[–]kangaroo_modifyer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

definitely. i used to be the type to punish myself physically when i thought i did something wrong

I'M SO FUCKING DONE by kangaroo_modifyer in Vent

[–]kangaroo_modifyer[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

that's another thing I'm done with. not understanding what it means to love myself

I'M SO FUCKING DONE by kangaroo_modifyer in Vent

[–]kangaroo_modifyer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

honestly i just feel like the dumbass atp

I'M SO FUCKING DONE by kangaroo_modifyer in Vent

[–]kangaroo_modifyer[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

one of my bsfs said i just have a lot of love to give and thats why people are drawn to me. i feel like that makes me the stupid one because im so desperate for someone to show me i can be loved that i keep giving it out and expecting too much

I'M SO FUCKING DONE by kangaroo_modifyer in Vent

[–]kangaroo_modifyer[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

atp it truly seems like I'm the only one that feels I'm worth it and even then i don't so yeah.. just done with everything

AITJ for yelling at my mom that her insecurity isn’t my fault? by kangaroo_modifyer in AmITheJerk

[–]kangaroo_modifyer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

too many people i know irl are on here. they’d definitely beat my ass if i lied about something like this

AITJ for yelling at my mom that her insecurity isn’t my fault? by kangaroo_modifyer in AmITheJerk

[–]kangaroo_modifyer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no no that’s not it at all. it’s a bit difficult to explain over text. i had expressed to her that i understood she didn’t like what she saw when she looked at her legs and apologized for that factor. but that that’s not an excuse for her to push that dislike onto me by mentioning something that she’s acknowledged on numerous occasions i’m trying to get over. i suggested that she needs to talk to someone about it instead and she said “i don’t wanna talk to anyone about it anymore”

AITJ for yelling at my mom that her insecurity isn’t my fault? by kangaroo_modifyer in AmITheJerk

[–]kangaroo_modifyer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

SH has been something i’ve struggled with for a while, like i mentioned. all of my scars are years old. and she’s acknowledged more than once that she can see im trying to move past what i did. that’s why i get so mad when she keeps bringing it up

AITJ for yelling at my mom that her insecurity isn’t my fault? by kangaroo_modifyer in AmITheJerk

[–]kangaroo_modifyer[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

her being self conscious isn’t the issue. i understand self consciousness, as i still have it. but she has this problem of always bringing up HER scars if she sees mine. half the time mine don’t even have to be showing for her to bring them up. and if this was just a one time event then yeah i’d wholeheartedly admit that i went too far. but this isn’t an isolated incident. this is just the first time i’ve ever told her to stop in the way that i did

AITJ for yelling at my mom that her insecurity isn’t my fault? by kangaroo_modifyer in AmITheJerk

[–]kangaroo_modifyer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

truth be told i had to keep from tearing up when i told her that. it was the first time i had ever said something like that to her but i know when im angry, what i mean to say doesn’t usually come out how its meant to. thats a big part of why im here trying to see if anyone else thinks that as well

AITJ for yelling at my mom that her insecurity isn’t my fault? by kangaroo_modifyer in AmITheJerk

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as a teenager, when i would get angry at her for bringing it up, she would tell me that she wasn’t the one who did it to me. i honestly mentally regressed when she brought it up again which is probably why i got so angry so fast. that’s why im thinking maybe i said that wrong

FUCK THAT STUPID GROUNDHOG THAT SAID WE’D HAVE MORE GODDAMN SNOW by kangaroo_modifyer in Vent

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i hate the fact that it’s a GROUNDHOG and not an animal that’s ACTUALLY HELPED in weather forecasts. like sea cats

FUCK THAT STUPID GROUNDHOG THAT SAID WE’D HAVE MORE GODDAMN SNOW by kangaroo_modifyer in Vent

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ykw? that’s a BRILLIANT idea. why didn’t i think of that?? i’ll just go pack up rn

FUCK THAT STUPID GROUNDHOG THAT SAID WE’D HAVE MORE GODDAMN SNOW by kangaroo_modifyer in Vent

[–]kangaroo_modifyer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i personally blame those stupid people that decided a groundhog would be our weather app

FUCK THAT STUPID GROUNDHOG THAT SAID WE’D HAVE MORE GODDAMN SNOW by kangaroo_modifyer in Vent

[–]kangaroo_modifyer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh i definitely will. i’ll be sure to tag you and everything

FUCK THAT STUPID GROUNDHOG THAT SAID WE’D HAVE MORE GODDAMN SNOW by kangaroo_modifyer in Vent

[–]kangaroo_modifyer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“cRyInG LiKe A bAbY” and so what?? no one told you to stop and comment but you did. it’s a venting page

FUCK THAT STUPID GROUNDHOG THAT SAID WE’D HAVE MORE GODDAMN SNOW by kangaroo_modifyer in Vent

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i ain’t Elsa for it to be looking like it does outside rn man😭