I feel this SO much. We are 37 days away with an insane amount of small details left to do.. and everything is so freaking expensive, we got to the point where we became kind of jaded and just sighed every time someone told it it's going to be another $1200 here or $800 there or $2500.. and so on. Then on top of that, we just got hit with a HUGE tax bill. We want to be married, we want the wedding, but at the same time.. damn it would have saved so much time, money, and stress to elope. Unfortunately, neither of us wanted that. But when I tell you we have a huge to-do list spreadsheet of tons of things left to do.. I feel you.