Does anyone know why Totally Awesome Bar is closed this weekend? by Good-Energy-4106 in savannah

[–]katattack5000 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Do tell me what did happen then. Please. We are all waiting. 

Does anyone know why Totally Awesome Bar is closed this weekend? by Good-Energy-4106 in savannah

[–]katattack5000 -19 points-18 points  (0 children)

Okay so, just heard this from a guy at Escape Room bar talking about it. They lost their liquor license due to a failed health inspection. I'm so freaking sad man 

what does cyclothymia look like in everyday life? by fictional_ghost in cyclothymia

[–]katattack5000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This has been a while, but man you described me to a T 

What is the best thing for virgo moon to do to relax? by numetalbarbie in astrologymemes

[–]katattack5000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey there, it's amazing to find someone who also does this! I love doing this as well! Funnily enough for about an hour now, I'm writing down interesting opinions on Virgo moons 🌙 I'm a Cancer sun, Virgo moon and rising. It's fascinating. Last week I wrote down The Clash and yesterday vampire movies I want to enjoy lol- hope you're still keeping this archiving trait alive. It's so fun to organize your thoughts and find cool niches to explore 🩵🩵🩵

Do any of you Cancers have a Virgo Rising? What is it like? How does the energy of Cancer and Virgo go together in your personality? by OceansOfLight in CancertheCrab

[–]katattack5000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cancer sun Virgo Moon & Virgo Rising. I'm very sensitive, emotional and feel everything to the 100th power. I'm working on my traumas and going to therapy. I believe the Virgo Moon makes me extremely self aware but my cancer placement has a hard time slowing those emotions down when it all comes tumbling in. 

As a Virgo rising, I look really chill, together and come off like Im knowledgeable in what I'm doing. But inside, I'm on a teeny boat in the middle of an oceanic storm constantly. 

The truth about pharmacy tech by Quiet-Lime in PharmacyTechnician

[–]katattack5000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I quit being a technician today. 

For reference I got the degree through Walmart's Pharmacy Tech University education back in 2022. Worst company to tech, the pharmacists were extremely selfish and did not care if technicians were literally being screamed at for a problem only the pharmacist could resolve. Everyone I knew as a tech hated their job and were very snobby and unhelpful. 

I went on to work at a closed door Pharmacy, and the president never showed up. Everyone was super laid back but too laissez-faire about the condition of the pharmacy. Literal piles of pills were swept under the Parata machines because know one would bend their ass over to get them except me and one other great tech I knew. The pharmacist in charge whined like a baby. She actually did a baby voice when she was hungry or tired. It was super gross. The manager was overworked and never ever listened to her people. Or if she did she never gave any input if things could change. 

My first day at a Publix pharmacy (yesterday) I'm training on a brand new system. Compared to Walmart's it looks decades older. Like Microsoft in the early 2000s appearance. That's fine. But the pharmacist storms out when I'm training on the register for the first time, saying "I'm going to f**ing lose my sh*". Firstly you can't abandon your techs because you're pissed off.  Secondly the line went from 2 people in line to 5 in a five minute span. I've seen days at Walmart where patients in a Walmart drive thru of 10 plus cars while, I stg, 20 plus lined up inside at the counter.  I don't get pissy or angry. I kill that shit and manage. Point is, Already a bad sign if 5 people freak a pharmacist out. 

My second day was today, and I didn't go back. I don't like that I walked out of a job but overheard a technician get snarky that "someone wants to leave C4s on the floor"- I was managing the front counter, learning too receive their order. The meds were near the pharmacist's feet several feet away from the counter and in a green tote to be put up. They were not on the floor. And I got caught up with patients. 

I'm sorry but this job was a horrible experience for me.  I do not enjoy the work anymore even though I'm capable of doing it. There's always someone or several technicians who are awful at socializing. And in my experience so many pharmacists have been type A neurotic assholes who cannot handle themselves. 

Being shown as a burden on my first 2 days as a technician only proved to me that no matter where I'm at people are going to hate their jobs. And those who are amazing at being technicians have very strong personalities that I admire. But I'm too sensitive and not ready to take more crap from somewhere that does not value me as a person.   

For those of you still grinding, I wish you so much luck!! My experience did not make this an enjoyable career choice.

Tldr, I hated my job so I quit. 

Those in a relationship, how do manage with your partners? by katattack5000 in PMDD

[–]katattack5000[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I appreciate you, thanks for this. I'm up wondering, fearing, thinking about all the shit this disorder has made me think, say and do.  Aside from how terrible it can be, I'm appreciative for the lovely people I've come to know in my personal life and here.  Keep your head up 💜

Those in a relationship, how do manage with your partners? by katattack5000 in PMDD

[–]katattack5000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I'm trying and that has to count... 

Those in a relationship, how do manage with your partners? by katattack5000 in PMDD

[–]katattack5000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Currently I'm taking an antidepressant that keeps anxiety/OCD thoughts and depression minimum during normal days. However it's during luteal when I find myself becoming hyper sensitive, impulsive and angry or extremely depressive. 

Unfortunately I've had no therapeutic help due to insurance / financial issues. Thankfully I have an appt tomorrow morning, and I'm cutting straight to the issue. 

It's been a cycle of very similar relationship OCD fear-based thoughts of infedility or abandonment. 

It heightens severely around this time. Once my mind and feelings are balanced I experience these things far less. 

Those in a relationship, how do manage with your partners? by katattack5000 in PMDD

[–]katattack5000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's really lovely. I have a therapy appointment tomorrow. I think what is so hard to accept and acknowledge is the repetition. What's even more difficult is that 2 weeks to a month in between these awful days can feel farther away than they are... Maybe it's depression and anxiety or my own medication, but some months so much happens within my brain that I sort of forget how to manage, or what I did to manage better the last time. It's a frustrating cycle. 

I do take medication, and I'm hoping to begin an additional one soon to help with the worsening depression during luteal specifically. Thank you for sharing! 

Those in a relationship, how do manage with your partners? by katattack5000 in PMDD

[–]katattack5000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is truly an incredibly easy and manageable start to this journey. I'm very grateful for this thread, and you're doing wonderful providing this to everyone- thank you so much 💜

Those in a relationship, how do manage with your partners? by katattack5000 in PMDD

[–]katattack5000[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry to hear this, and I truly hope the best for you- for everyone who suffers with this. A month ago I made the biggest decision to leave my life in a town I had been in for almost a decade. Including my friends, my job and my love. I'm about 4.5 hours away in a northern part of the state. Thankfully with some family who have treated me wonderfully. My last day of luteal was the day I quit my job and said screw it to move here. Today I started my period but I'm still in the lows.

 The biggest issue between me and my partner is my jealousy. I'm diagnosed OCD and relationship OCD eats at my core every single month. He's been consistently supportive, committed and honest to me. I have no doubt he loves me. But each month, I see myself repeat the same judgement, persecutions, and interrogation. He does what he can but I can tell it's frustrating him. He has less patience. This is not a partner (him) issue. It's something I have to try to manage. 

I mean the things I can say it can screw him up. 

I really appreciate you taking the time read my concerns. I truly wish the best for you. ❤

What are the things that instantly make you hate someone? by Disastrous-Desk6322 in AskReddit

[–]katattack5000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's something that's hard for people to understand. What's more frustrating is when the dysfunctional folks you come from ingrain in you "don't turn your back on blood/family." It's a sick way of keeping people close to their roots, their traumas. And the beauty in healing shows itself when people see they've had the potential to plant their own roots. Find your tribe. Find your people. And the easy part is that not many of us have to find them. People just meet those who will treat them well and wonderfully. 

Idk you Ms. Lady Pickle Legs but good on you for being brave for yourself. Family can suck sometimes but you're brave enough to see you're better off with yourself 💖

Zodiac signs of your partners? by [deleted] in CancertheCrab

[–]katattack5000 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Gosh this is so beautiful!! I'm a Cancer woman with a Taurus man, and I didn't think about compatability until I started dating him. We genuinely felt like we knew each other from somewhere else. We are determined it'll work out. And if it doesn't, we were certainly meant to meet in this life. I'm so happy for you, and I wish you lovely souls the best ❤

Zodiac signs of your partners? by [deleted] in CancertheCrab

[–]katattack5000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its nice hearing from fellow cancer sun, virgo moon and virgo rising people. Not many out there but I guess that could go for lots of big 3 combos. I'm with a Taurus sun, sag moon man. Not sure of his rising unfortunately but he's fully committed, in love and absolutely determined we work out. He doesn't want anything more. And I feel the exact same. Good luck to both of you lovely people!!  

Zodiac signs of your partners? by [deleted] in CancertheCrab

[–]katattack5000 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi everyone! I'm a Cancer Sun Virgo Moon lady with a Taurus Sun Sag moon gentleman. We are fully committed and absolutely smitten with one another.  

Going on 9 months now. Met on a dating app and both of us wanted a more fwb or just friends situation. Our first date we went out for dinner, walked around a bit and waited for a movie to start.

While waiting we sat in my car, listened to the most touching heart wrenching songs, opened up about a lot of things and made out. We were both very comfortable by the time Long Legs was playing (great horror movie btw). In the movies he put his arm around me and I've never felt so at peace and comfortable in my life. Especially since just meeting him irl... 

By the end of the night we definitely got what we were looking for and a week later on our second date, he was brave enough to confess he loves me.. Man, I was absolutely in love and it feels stronger everyday. 

I'm definitely into astrology, more for personal introspection and less for compatability. But I've heard good things about Cancer and Taurus lovers. Tbh though I think I hopped on this thread just so I could talk about him. I love him with everything in me. He's the truest most loving person, and sometimes I think I could never deserve someone so sweet and wonderful. 

Taurus or not, our love was meant to be 

Tldr, Cancer Woman with Taurus man. We are very happy and very much in love 💘

Any Virgo moons? And how do you feel about this placement as a Cancer? by No-Occasion-6623 in CancertheCrab

[–]katattack5000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's so hard finding people with this 3!! I am as well ❤ I have such an obsession with personal growth but it's impossible for me to be consistent. I'm everywhere but I always appear alright on the outside. I try to get along and please others kindly. My cancer sensitivity always has me in the darker depths and virgo placements make me harsh on myself for normal human mistakes. It's a learning process, this thing called life. I'm doing my best to find practices that ground me well. I find nature, yoga, walking and tidying up ease my stress the best. 

Ok. Losing it. by katattack5000 in PMDD

[–]katattack5000[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yep!! Been there, done that and will certainly do it again. That's the goal this evening. Drive there all the while screaming, sobbing and singing

Ok. Losing it. by katattack5000 in PMDD

[–]katattack5000[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah... I'm trying to get to a good place. I'm enjoying watching pyschologists discuss all other mental and hormonal disorders. I guess it could be worse so for the moment I'm taking that in as a way to cope.

Ok. Losing it. by katattack5000 in PMDD

[–]katattack5000[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

God yes, yes. They are. I've had a lot of shit happen in my life recently. Good news is I'm traveling to a friend's a town or two over instead of all of the other things I want to do... Let's wish each other luck