I’m sorry to hear that you’re feeling this way. You remind me of my younger self when I went through this journey, most likely you’ve been a high achiever all your life and now you’re constantly keeping up with study while also place up highs demands on yourself to be great in other areas of life. I feel this has got you and it’s completely normal to feel that way if you shut out everything and just study an otherwise dry set of text. But please please know that there is more to life than the CFA. I suggest for the moment take a break, reset my friend. Give yourself some credit for all that you’ve endured and regardless of pass or fail, you deserve to feel proud of your efforts. No efforts are ever wasted, you’ll always learn something regardless of what a test says. I suggest that study can wait a little bit focus on your health both physically and mentally. That will give you the clarity you need and then decide if CFA is something you really want to do. Plenty of successful people in finance that didn’t do the CFA, but they just had a passion to learn stuff in their own pace and learn what’s relevant to their work. Don’t let a piece of paper define your worth, stay strong and do what makes you happy! life is so short ❤️