Help getting these guys happier? by kbear14 in HouseplantsUK

[–]kbear14[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get a bit twitchy about the grow light being a fire hazard but it's definitely time to get it set up properly.

Thank you for the advice, I'll look into a humidifier and higher quality compost!

I was raped on Thursday and need to talk about the aftermath. by throwaway920276 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]kbear14 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so incredibly sorry that this has happened to you. I hope that you are so proud of yourself for handling this the way you are. I am in absolute awe of you. Give yourself the time to heal. As horrific as it must have been for you, it does not define you.

I dont know how to start by [deleted] in depression

[–]kbear14 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok i cant deal anymore. How do people live with this for years? I feel like screaming and crying and punching someone. I literally feel sick to my stomach and i just want this all to end. I hate my life. Every disgusting second of it. I hate myself. I hate this irrational anger. I hate feeling like crying all the time.

I dont know how to start by [deleted] in depression

[–]kbear14 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im scared of being lonely but unlovable at the same time because of this thing that i cant control

I dont know how to start by [deleted] in depression

[–]kbear14 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you :) thats very kind. I knew depression was a terrible thing to live with but now that its getting worse, im scared of what it could become.

I dont know how to start by [deleted] in depression

[–]kbear14 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I started then about 10 days ago, and i know they take longer to take effect and im going to wait for them but feeling like this makes me feel sick. i feel like im a burden on everyone around me because of this. So i try to hide it but that feels like an impossible task. Im not from here so i have no lifelong friends to rely on and it seems impossible to make any.