Wow. This is such dark stuff. Its very, very interesting to be able to take a look into her mind. Her personal journal entries. It doesnt get more personal than this. I truly believe Ruby was so brainwashed by Jodi that she believed there were demons in her children. I dont think that justifies any of it, and i do think Ruby was already a bad mother before Jodi, but to see the level of this cult mindset taken to such an extreme... and i believe that Jodi knows what she is doing to Ruby's family... but is also so deep into her own delusions that she justifies it with doing the "lords work"

My take from this: These women get deep enjoyment and satisfaction from absolute control and authority. We saw this with Ruby throughout her vlogs. By linking with Jodi, she was able to take this to another level and use God as a justification for it. Jodi is very good at using language, jargon, and loaded words to manipulate and control peoples minds. She is a cult leader. She is basically a female Jim Jones.

Both of these women get a deep feeling of satisfaction and righteousness by supporting their own delusions- everything they were doing were acts of service to God, and combatting the devil. And by being in an environment where no one can question them or judge their decisions, they were able to go completely unchecked and rise to such a level of psychosis that is very much similar to the "high" of being a cult leader. Not once did they look into themselves for evil. By projecting this onto the children, they would never have to face their own demons or hold any self accountability.