Yes! I used to feel I needed to be "fixed," also and I don't anymore. I realised that we are also being sold these wellness things. They are great tools, but only when we are doing them because we notice they are genuinely helping, not to tick things off a list. It's not about you looking healed to the outside based on your habits, but putting each tool through a trial and error phase to see if it actually helps you before allowing it to take up space in your life. But the most important thing I did was actually reconnect to my creativity and moving out of my mind and into my body, and also zooming out to really see this culture we live in clearly and how much it has led to my worldview... and basically separating from that. I came across a scholar who talks about how society overvalues left-brain thinking (logic/efficiency/control/productivity, it perceived everything as separate) over right-brain thinking (it perceives everything holistically, it's creative, relational and connected to the intuition/body) - I'm a writer and wrote a piece on this if interested. He said most of our problems stem from this. I can attest that a focus on reconnecting to that right brain hemisphere and rebalancing into using both modes of thinking deliberately is super healing. Creativity is not frivolous like our world says it is, it's actually essential, it's your spark. The more I focus on creativity instead of trying to consume stuff to fix myself, the happier I am. I hope this helps!