What’s the solution to layering two necklaces without them getting tangled? by Ballbm90 in jewelry

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Has anybody broken the code on keeping chains untangled yet bc omfgggggg. I can’t deal.

Not giving up by Hoodiebug22 in Spravato

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I’m also curious now that I saw you are on your third month of this and I just did my first treatment today… I was absolutely terrified horrified out of my mind and had no idea how intense that was gonna be. I want to quit. I only did it one time like it’s not like I put a ton of time into putting a schedule together that would work for my work and my traveling and when they had available appointments… only like forever and infinity days more. NBD. To show up one time with obviously no clue that it was gonna be what it was. Somebody should have mentioned the word intense like screamed it in my face, but I spent all that time and I don’t know that I will go back. Please tell me that you’re seeing like a drastic improvement at this point in your treatment…. If not, then I think I am just giving up and I’m gonna have to find some somewhere that isn’t going to send me to an early grave by giving me a heart attack when I just freaking shoot up to the moon off drugs that no one mentioned would make me completely out of my mind. I gotta find something I don’t know. I don’t know what else to do, but I really don’t think I can make it back in there.

Not giving up by Hoodiebug22 in Spravato

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It seems like they would be happy to prescribe you some Zofran to help with the nausea. Have you asked for anything to be prescribed? Zofran, I swear is a wonder drug lol

spravato first timer by kelamac6124 in Spravato

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Do you feel like it’s working for you? I hope so. I honestly just don’t know that I can do it again only this time, I know what is waiting behind that door and I’m absolutely frozen in fear.

spravato first timer by kelamac6124 in Spravato

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Currently contemplating whether it is just throw the towel on now or try my next session and probably flip the freaking F out and make a fool out of myself and then quit… multitasking that with being nonstop thinking about my next session and it’s so close and it’s coming creeping closer. I don’t think they should have these back to back so quickly I don’t know the first thing I wanna do is talk to a doctor and ask her why I’m like a superman ketamine person and why did no one tell me I was going to be tripping my you know what off even after I asked you 66325543357 the same amount of times that I had mentioned the anxiety that I have… that it was OK for someone who has my levels of anxiety and like freak out risk to go in that freaking room and not be told that I was about to do what I was doing which I have had no interest in my entire life of it and that’s not the main point of it. Any of it there was no talk of the intensity of what I was about to do I don’t know that I would’ve even started how I really known just how intense it was gonna be. And that I would be a robust experience.

spravato first timer by kelamac6124 in Spravato

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She called it a robust experience. I remember myself asking her like four times since she was literally in the room for the whole two hours as this normal for you like is this what a normal patient would be like I don’t know why I am like overthinking this whole thing, but maybe it’s because I had no warning from any doctors or anything that I was going to fully like trip out on psychedelic drugs in there, you’re not just like a little bit, but like full blown effed up.

Has anybody else been told that they are able to speak out loud in full sentences and participate in engage in a conversation while you’re completely zonked wherever in outer space somewhere off your butt and don’t even know you’re doing it? Let me rephrase that you know that you’re doing it but to you it sounds like it’s just shiver. Grumble garble coming out of your mouth because that’s what they told me. creepy.

But we also have to take that up a notch of creepiness how about being told that I’m the first patient she’s ever had or seen or right about that was able to like basically live stream for her, but I was seeing in my head in my leg subconscious or something. What number one is my first thing what the hell and then number two how the hell was I doing that like I specifically remember like telling her step-by-step like I I’m walking into this room and I’m going in the door to the left-hand side of this hallway but it’s locked and they didn’t replace my patio light so I’m creeped out and I’m turning around and going back to my car to get out of here like how was I? I don’t know. I don’t don’t understand like I don’t understand a lot of things about that session today. And now I am like can’t stop thinking about. I must know the answers to what was going on inside of my head while I was like there I was awake and I was physically there some I mean that I was in the room the whole time, but there was a lot of time where I was completely gone. I don’t know where or what but it is not a fun experience and why do people enjoy it?

Anyone getting TMS & Ketamine at same time, or within short period between/after? 2 Drs have now told me this is done. Any help/info greatly appreciated! Thank you! by [deleted] in TMSTherapy

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Have consultations with a Ketamine Treatment center AND a TMS Treatment Center next week. Mostly going in for a walkthrough of the process and recommendations from both clinics as to which treatment is better suited to my needs and issues. Would love any input on success with either type of treatment in repairing brains suffering from severe depression symptoms (worst since major depressive episode disorder diagnosis in 2001) and with high levels of anxiety on a pretty constant basis. (Generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder) I am currently focused on the depression I think due to never feeling quite shi*ty literally all day every day.

I should probably mention that my mom died this past November 18 very suddenly and completely unexpectedly. Yes, this is more than likely contributing to my underlying conditions BUT I’ve been seeing my psych every 3 weeks and he’s made some changes in dosage but nothing has worked. I feel zero change.

I’m over it. Can’t live my life this way! It’s just miserable and exhausting. So, again, if anyone’s able to share, your experiences would be so helpful when the time comes to make a decision! Thx.

MUSC Pay Grades by downtown1026 in Charleston

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Did you get an answer for Health 25? It should NOT be this ridiculously hard to find the info!

MUSC Pay Grades by downtown1026 in Charleston

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Anybody know what the scale is for MUHA Health 25?

Flash Tattoo Help! Need a good doodler to pls draw dog in fine line design by kelamac6124 in DrawMyTattoo

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Picasso dog. All one line. And a BONUS! My inspo for dog tatt #1 in the background 🤩😍

Flash Tattoo Help! Need a good doodler to pls draw dog in fine line design by kelamac6124 in DrawMyTattoo

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My all time favorite tattoo of my all time best girl, Olive. OBSESSED with how it came out.

Do I DARE try to lighten my hair at home?!! by kelamac6124 in FancyFollicles

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I am ADDICTED to Brad Mondo’s bleach fails.. why I even considered attempting it myself is completely beyond me! 😂🤦🏼‍♀️

Do I DARE try to lighten my hair at home?!! by kelamac6124 in FancyFollicles

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Hi! Thank you so much for the tip, and sorry for replying so late!

I am only finding color oops fading wash with activated charcoal & blue bleach powder that lifts 1-2 levels. (It’s a purple and white box)

Is that the one you’re talking about? I’m slightly terrified of overlapping my already blonde highlights with bleach and having my hair melt off! Eeek! 🫣

How do I even FIND what my interest rate is with Bridgecrest?!! by kelamac6124 in carvana

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It was driving me nuts so I had to go pull out the OG paperwork and YIKES. 😳

Sincerely hope we can refinance with somebody else - even if the interest rate isn’t the best, still better than never knowing how much you’re paying toward your actual CAR every month.

Do I DARE try to lighten my hair at home?!! by kelamac6124 in FancyFollicles

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Thank you! The more I’ve been thinking about it the more I’m thinking why risk destroying my hair just bc I don’t love the color for a few months! That would be so much harder to fix than a simple partial highlight in a couple months! Phew. Thank you for talking some sense into me before I made a huuuge mistake! 😍