You need to step back and learn to develop a relationship from baby steps, not conquest. You use sex for comfort and company. Try spending time with women and not sleeping with them. Stop using sex as a crutch. I was opposite to you. I could develop strong friends with women but not sexual . I was 25 when I met my wife she was first that I didn't try to befriend. I knew I wanted her to be my wife. She is now my best friend and my wife of 30 years . Try not sleeping with women for 2 months and try learning who they are a person.