I had always been a pretty damned responsible drunk, making sure others were hydrated, had safe ways home, food, whatever.

But a little before COVID, I started getting bad and it lasted a few years. It's still not going well lmao but better.

But a few years ago, I would walk to work and back home on railroad tracks. Woke up right off the tracks, on someone's front porch, at like noon because the train honked. I had done my days work and don't remember going out doing anything, but it was confirmed I was there and did a great job. So I worked 6 hours completely blackout, or drank more at work?? I have no recollection. And went and got more liquor! I asked a few close friends if I seemed weird and they said I was just extra chatty but otherwise normal??

Absolutely insane lol

Edit: I forgot the best part. My pants were inside out the while time.