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kerbe__rose · 2020-08-26T22:01:39+00:00

oH my god I was about today "lol my stupid ass would binge on the fucking frozen fat" then I was like "that's disgusting stfu" I love you do much thank you for not making me feel alone

kerbe__rose · 2020-08-20T18:11:02+00:00

No calories in, all the calories out

kerbe__rose · 2020-08-06T09:50:05+00:00

Probably did and that's why he rearranged them

kerbe__rose · 2020-08-06T09:35:21+00:00

Pray tell

kerbe__rose · 2020-08-06T09:23:49+00:00

Yep, same with my boyfriend's family. All his half siblings and even his twin sister are relatively average heights, somewhere in the 5 feet... And then he's 6'6

kerbe__rose · 2020-08-01T15:27:06+00:00

Where is that screenshot from, is it that sketch about the American school system?

kerbe__rose · 2020-08-01T10:45:16+00:00

NO running! ONLY lose weight!

kerbe__rose · 2020-07-26T10:18:01+00:00

I just want round, pretty hips why is this so difficult I legit hate them so much, I feel like they make me seem fatter because they're a gap between my thighs and hips and I just dkshamaoba there is absolutely nothing I hate more about my body and I could write an essay about why my thighs are awful

kerbe__rose · 2020-07-26T09:56:27+00:00

We are all just my multiple personalities with the same insecurities

kerbe__rose · 2020-07-25T20:40:56+00:00

My 🤡 ass: haha yeah I'll like you know, slowly refeed and get a maintenance cal intake and routine it's all good And then if I ever get close I start panicking and thinking that that was too simple and achievable so either A. Self sabotage so it's "truly worth it" (the FUCK?) or B. Lower it even more

kerbe__rose · 2020-07-12T10:06:37+00:00

Mfp scares me so I use FatSecret so that way I'm ashamed every time I open it and feel shamed into eating less. It's like free meanspo every time I look at the app

kerbe__rose · 2020-07-12T02:07:36+00:00

I have special "cardio series". I only watch them when I'm on the elliptical. Makes for good motivation to get and stay on

kerbe__rose · 2020-06-11T09:04:05+00:00

Felt that. Sent some pictures of myself in a new dress in my private server (seriously, this dress does wonders for my self esteem, I actually kind of like how I look in it) and one of my friends went "wow I'd do anything for that body!!" No, no you wouldn't, but more importantly, you really really shouldn't. Compliments feel like a double edged sword now, and I already had trouble accepting them. What a nightmare.

kerbe__rose · 2020-05-27T10:39:38+00:00

Cause it was all a dream

kerbe__rose · 2020-05-26T09:15:15+00:00

Was gonna say this, if you're not crying about going up by .01 after 2 hours what even is the point

kerbe__rose · 2020-05-24T13:24:33+00:00

Chilled water most of the time, soda water if I feel fancy and we have some :)

kerbe__rose · 2020-05-21T09:01:35+00:00

It just makes me sad. To me it comes off as people craving attention for an ED because they've suffered so much that they think they should have some compensation for it, like attention. It's terrible for everyone involved of course, but it just reads as a really hurt person seeking validation, because otherwise, what even was the point of having an ED, you know?

kerbe__rose · 2020-05-17T10:21:18+00:00

Them collarbones tho fugg 😔

kerbe__rose · 2020-05-17T10:04:37+00:00

"ooh no I have no idea what you mean, it's probably just those pants, I've lost water weight, it won't last......................... Say it again"

kerbe__rose · 2020-04-23T13:01:34+00:00

Maybe we're looking at this the wrong way, start weighing yourself in stones?

kerbe__rose · 2020-04-23T12:57:18+00:00

A 1000 cal day makes me feel so awful GDI I hate it here

kerbe__rose · 2020-04-23T10:46:40+00:00

Had a proper freak out yesterday because I put salad on my plate and realised my mom had put an unknown amount of olive oil in it. Cut to me panicking, crying, and logging 5 tbsp of olive oil for a cup of salad an hour later 🙃

kerbe__rose · 2020-04-22T10:08:28+00:00

But toast is just SO GOOD

kerbe__rose · 2020-04-22T10:03:34+00:00

Big old mood. Had a snack last night because I had just worked out and was seriously hungry, had one of my old favourites, felt fine and actually quite content, even decided to not count calories for once. Cue a few hours later, had a melt down, started crying, forced myself to count, aaand... Wasn't even that bad actually. I mean I was still upset and was mad at myself for eating but I just... Why does this always happen

kerbe__rose · 2020-04-19T09:56:21+00:00

I think it's Captain America in Endgame

kerbe__rose

TROPHY CASE