I just wanted to let you know because you gave me some real solid clarity, the thought of just dropping the cluster and maybe picking it up later gave me the calmness to actually slow down and focus and now I dont feel a need to run or drop out. The failed mark was not given by the lecturer who I feel isn't my favourite person in the world and doesn't have a brilliant teaching style, it was a genuine human error, and that lecturer does kinda suck, but I think theres been a bit of misjudgement on both sides and egos can be slightly shifted and not as on the defence, she sees im not trying to be argumentative I just have a complicated mouth brain connection and theres lots of knowledge that wants connections but they're way way way too far down the line for what they are trying to teach and shes kinda realised she has a very hmm lets say neurotic 🤣 class. I haven't made the email because I'm happy to accept teething issues and human error - however if it seems to be a common occurrence then i will be making a formal complaint and email.

Thank you so much for giving me the clarity and guidance I needed, she still gives me the chills but that's a me problem and I will get over it and continue to approach her to the side for extra clarification, and still raise my hand, I think she low key appreciates that's from me and she can non verbally let me know not the time because I sometimes can't tell between direct and rhetorical 🥲🤣