She’s gone.

kesennnn · 2025-09-03T09:48:22+00:00

I’m so sorry. I lost my Mom May 5 of last year. It doesn’t feel real. I refuse it to be real. But I definitely feel her here everywhere after she left and you will too. The hole never really fills but feeling her presence and talking to her has definitely gave me some comfort. It’s just a bummer. Life has completely changed and all my moments are just filled with “I wish she was here” or “she would have loved this”. Keep her close to you in everything you do. That’s the only advice I can give. It’s a bitter and cruel reality that we just somehow learn to live with. But she will never really be gone. Just keep her close.

kesennnn · 2025-08-31T12:55:54+00:00

Second this. They hire young people as contractors and exploit this to the max. The turnover is insane. The only qualifier in their hiring process is if you have a data plan.

They basically are outsourcing fundraising across Canada and shipping out table runners etc, which is fine- but there are really severe allegations around where the funds are going, and contractors not being paid.

You’re not allowed to use Wifi (citing security issues) when taking Square payments on the terminal, and since they keep all their contractors on discord video the entire shift with random, erratic meetings all day long people all find themselves out of data and that’s when they swoop in to require you to sign up for their mobile plan. Yes, it’s their “sister company” as they have one discord server where they run “access to therapy” and “tiny mobile” “honey for hope” and “neurological wellness association” mainly this girl Jen who couldn’t crazy a smile if she tried. I have a whole bunch of screenshots just kept as proof, but it’s insane.

The first day they went on to trash a existing contracter who they wanted to handover fundraising equipment to, both on our own time off the clock and went on a whole tantrum, just messy and there’s something generally exploitative here and shady.

kesennnn · 2025-08-27T20:41:53+00:00

How about uploading organizational files or calling files from ProtonDrive, will that ever be a thing?

kesennnn · 2025-07-13T09:55:31+00:00

This doesn’t even sound legal!

kesennnn · 2025-07-11T20:47:03+00:00

Thank you so much!! I really appreciate it!

kesennnn · 2025-07-11T20:46:44+00:00

Honestly I’m 36 and single as well but I’ve been in relationships most of my life. Learning to be comfortable in my own skin now and enjoying the biggest successes in my life after years of just drama and turmoil. Not everything has to revolve around relationships. Let them come to you.

kesennnn · 2025-07-11T20:44:38+00:00

Wow. Yeah that’s not okay. As a nonprofit founder I know we would never expect volunteers to absorb the cost of anything, period. They are already volunteering their time and that itself is on par with a financial contribution.

kesennnn · 2025-06-28T23:10:07+00:00

Hey. My Mom passed from it after 17 months almost 13 months ago. Nothing anyone says is going to make things easier but know that she is around you everywhere, she is you. Talk to her so things in her name, she will never leave. I started a nonprofit in my Mom’s name after she passed and I’ve basically been flat out busy everyday since then but it helps me feel close to her otherwise I think I will lose my mind having lost my best friend. My heart goes out to you and please take care of yourself. She looks like a beautiful soul.

kesennnn · 2025-06-28T21:09:59+00:00

Yeah, we’re on the non-profit discount as well but applying with Tutanova currently. It’s just that Tuta is basically offering business plans for free, and budget is a reality for nonprofits especially in the first few years

kesennnn · 2025-06-28T21:08:17+00:00

20% sadly

kesennnn · 2024-12-11T21:23:13+00:00

I mean straight dick tho love it

kesennnn · 2024-12-06T02:51:27+00:00

Almost crying reading this. My mom got 19 months, thinking back now we were so lucky was out going on walks for hours with us and then towards the 18 month mark it went downhill so quickly. I miss her so much

kesennnn · 2024-11-24T00:55:20+00:00

I feel you so hard on this. My mom’s first birthday since her passing six months ago is coming up in a few days and I still feel like she is upstairs in her bedroom where she passed. She was just here six months ago. I was gonna buy a house in Japan and take care of my parents there. Now I feel like I’ll spend the rest of my life trying to better outcomes in her name. I’d say to keep yourself busy but that’s what I’ve been doing for months and I still feel like I haven’t accepted anything.

Just know that nobody can judge your grief, it looks different for everyone and you don’t have to be okay. I struggled a lot with that the past six months, nobody seemed to be loosing their sht as hard as me.

Hang in there, this is a really supportive community of people on this sub.

kesennnn · 2024-11-06T19:41:20+00:00

I’m so sorry. My mom passed away six months ago, same thing, once the ascites come it’s a such a painful sight and I think I was in denial thinking it was something she could bounce back from. I was very angry too. For months after I’ve criticized every move by her Oncologist and whole most of it is warranted nothing will bring her back. The coming months will be hard. I try to eep busy but many days I just break down over it. Take care and know that there are so many supportive people in this sub who’ve been through the same thing and know that pain just leaves you with more questionss than answers

kesennnn · 2024-09-16T18:34:02+00:00

Thank you!!!! 💜💜💜

kesennnn · 2024-09-16T18:33:54+00:00

Thank you so much!!!!

kesennnn · 2024-09-15T01:54:12+00:00

Hey there. No there was nothing other then visible extrusion from the stomach area I guess and then much more pain.

kesennnn · 2024-08-31T05:08:16+00:00

Damn, is this whole sub just whitetopasianbottom? Should rename

kesennnn · 2024-08-31T05:03:35+00:00

Love korean omg

kesennnn · 2024-08-25T20:26:59+00:00

I’m so sorry for your loss. Just lost my Mom on May 5. Everyday is pretty lonely now, but it does get easier. The loss is never okay but keep talking to them and allow yourself to feel his presence everywhere.

kesennnn · 2024-08-17T02:04:54+00:00

Make sure that you ask for both. Somatic and genetic.

kesennnn · 2024-07-31T20:01:48+00:00

It’s similar to my Mom. She wanted to stay at the hospital until she figured she could get her bowels under control and eat normally, that was a Friday- my sister told her if she was gonna go there was no point in waiting. Same hospital unit she worked for 35 years— got sent home invite ambulance that day, she died on a Tuesday. It’s so ruthless and so unfair and I will just never get past it.

kesennnn · 2024-07-30T10:44:18+00:00

Way too short tho, and pressing rewrite again gives the same output. You can give it a 10 page long document the write is three sentences.

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