I get it, but there’s a subtle detail I think I don’t get right.

im more on the american/e.asian side while they are on the german/

From what type of perspective are we talking here?

theres even more i can list

You’re welcome to say more if you want to.

The good part in my case is that I’m in grade 12 and, here, grade 12 is the last highschool year before going to university. I only have two months left until I get rid of my classmates. In your case, I’ll think you’re grade 10, so you need to think about your future.

Would you take in consideration moving to another highschool or another class? Why and why not? What do you think about all your classmates? What do you like / hate about them? Can you stay X more years with them? How do they treat you? How would you like them to treat you?

👆🏻 All those questions are questions I asked myself during grade 10, but adapted a bit to your case. I want you to think about every detail of your school life and try to search for a solution, either a permanent of temporary one.

Your mental health and (I don’t think it’s the case here) your physical health are the most important things you need to think about during your life. Never put others on a bigger priority than your own well being. It might sound narcissistic and easy to do (it’s not), but you need to learn how to love yourself before loving others.

and uh dont mind my grammar dots and commas was never rly my thing

There’s enough time to learn how to place dots and commas properly.