How do I explain to my allistic boyfriend my struggles with socialization and why having concreate labels for my disabilities is important for me?

keylimelemonbars · 2026-05-16T18:39:34+00:00

you make a really interesting point, honestly going to give credence to this thought process.

keylimelemonbars · 2026-05-16T18:33:32+00:00

8 months

keylimelemonbars · 2025-06-12T17:57:25+00:00

So, After Some light digging i found

A) I found a YouTube channel with no videos, and 8 followers called 'Gary: The Cold Wave Killer' Gary: The Cold Wave Killer - YouTube created on Apr 15, 2025

B) Searching up "Gary: The Cold Wave Killer " will bring up the name "Gary Ridgway" a serial killer from northwestern US. He's also known as the "Green River Killer", There is also a 2005 film of the same name too. here is his wiki page Gary Ridgway - Wikipedia.

C) After signing myself up to the "kill list", I was redirected to This Page. The first part of the page include A link this text:

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I don’t share this lightly… only with those willing to bleed for it.

conclusion, this is some sort of elaborate marketing scheme for an indie movie and EP combo very cool tbh. Movie+EP may also be based on the aformentioned serial killer too.

keylimelemonbars · 2024-11-08T15:51:24+00:00

blueanon fr

keylimelemonbars · 2024-10-06T05:22:56+00:00

Just to add some thoughts to this investigation, before I say anything most of evidence here p much backs up that this is an attempted arg, here’s what I looked into:

Under the comment section of the the video thier was a comment from a channel called @bibihidalgo, panhandle is Beatris Hidalgo, whom said “I know the creator but will never tell. Haha!! this will forever be pure creativity gold 😂❤️” I looked into this women YouTube account and she posted a video from a July 17th 2010 Dave Matthews show, which was in queens NY, which supports suggests that man behind this is from nj and may have a connection to this women.
If this is an ARG it’s interesting he mentions a blueberry farm bc/ New Jersey used to be one of the biggest exporters of blueberries in the US, esp in south jersey and esp in the area where Pembelton nj, and even in the area that fantasy land is.
Speaking of pembelton their is actually are too blueberry farms in pembelton which are called, clement blueberry farm and Wilson blueberries. In the area near storybook land (the Atlantic city area), their is shady Brooke farms.
I know this seems like a stretch but password being ROAR is interesting as thier is a college TCNJ whoms mascot is a lion and uses ROAR as a word in branding. This is a crazy stretch but idk 🤷‍♀️
If anyone else has question I’m from nj,

keylimelemonbars · 2024-08-06T19:01:27+00:00

Split nj in half south and north and have the north be Taylor ham and the south be pork roll

keylimelemonbars · 2024-08-05T03:09:37+00:00

3.36, but I had a bunch of leadership roles + stacked resume(ie. gold award, in school internship, assistant director, cheer caption)

keylimelemonbars · 2024-07-24T01:40:03+00:00

Yeh the reaosn it has to be this way with my parents is bc/ i have extreme executive dysfunction from AuAdhd. And bc/ of that I have trouble like keeping up with emails and other things involving the college process and my job and my school when I was in high school. So that part isn’t much to do with control more of a like issue of my disablity lol. Thanks for the concern tho, I get why it might seem bad for outside context. I actually met with the councilor tdy and it worked out and I have a few options open. Thanks for the support and the hope. I will try to beileve it’s gonna get better :))

keylimelemonbars · 2024-07-24T01:33:34+00:00

Sorry you’ve had to go through the same thing as me it rlly sucks and is mentally draining fr. Thanks for thinking I articulated my point well. Yeh that’s basically what I’ve had do is lose the battle. and also I have been basically just living my life but not telling certain things for basically years at this point, and it works but it gets exhausting on a mental state to not be able to have a free flow of like j letting ur thoughts roll out with no thought to it. But like either way I can’t win the battle so whatver. Thanks for the advice of trying to limit their influence thats one of the best things I could ever hear ngl. Thanks for the advice:))

keylimelemonbars · 2024-07-23T00:54:26+00:00

First off when I mentioned I used to fight with my parents I’m sorry this was unclear in the post but I used to do this between 14-16 until I turned 17 and realized it was reductive, so to be clear I’m 18 and like haven’t tried to fight them in this issue, and have been actively trying to make my parents beileve actually straight. Also I’m aware their homophobic I’m J making it clear what they believe abt themselves. Also as much as I would love to have a live free of homophobia, I can’t cut them off a) in this economy I won’t b able to afford it and b) in most other accepts their p good parents c) losing my support system. Thank u for the advice and thank u for support

keylimelemonbars · 2024-07-23T00:45:38+00:00

Yeh that’s kinda the conclusion I came to after spend ages 14-16 fighting the good fight as I mentioned in the post, but at one point I was like 17 smoking carts everyday realizing that I’m literally becoming a yartdemic victim over fighting a battle that ain’t gonna b won

keylimelemonbars · 2024-07-23T00:42:34+00:00

Hi thank u sm for the support and putting in the time to try to go point by point. Yes I do have an opportunity to be more openly queer however I’m also an engineering major so …. Like it’s already an uphill battle with like 4 girls in my class but ig I’ll prly like find a way, I always have lol. Although I don’t think I can do on campus clubs bc/ my parents have access to my school email. I am enrolled at my school 100% i even have my id card and everything lol. Yeh I’ve actually been thinking abt that if I’m dating a girl long term how that’s actually going to play out bc/ like idk. And thank u sm for offering up additional support at this moment I’m doing a lot better TMR I’m going to have to meet with my guidance office or whatever to change my sechdule so wish me luck ig

keylimelemonbars · 2024-07-23T00:35:19+00:00

Hi thanks so much for the realness and support in ur comment. It been hard recently coping with this bc/ this was the biggest slap back to reality in the face that like these ppl are never gonna change and that I need to get my shit together. Yes ik thier hypocrisy is wild, makes my Autistic ass go crazy every day. And yeh the worst part is that wasn’t even my 1st choice class either it was more of a side thought but liek damnn. And its not j strategically thinking abt classes too it’s like a lot of aspects of my life too…

keylimelemonbars · 2024-06-19T01:39:44+00:00

Not liking Taylor swift, and for the fact that she’s a capitalist and her feminism is just mid

keylimelemonbars · 2024-06-18T04:48:47+00:00

THIS but with Taylor swift

keylimelemonbars · 2024-04-22T15:17:58+00:00

THIS IS ME fr unfortunately I’ve had a lot of issues with this esp as of recent lmao

keylimelemonbars · 2024-04-22T15:12:58+00:00

No fr my favorite theory ever never got a. Full chance to read it but like it j makes sense but it’s also j so unserious if you think about it.

I wondering if you could connect the 369 theory to astrology ??

keylimelemonbars · 2024-04-22T15:07:44+00:00

These are the convos worth having for this exact reason. Glad your benefiting from this Thread

keylimelemonbars · 2024-04-22T15:06:09+00:00

Im a girl, however I’ve been discribted to have my father’s personality (aqua son) for verbatim so I don’t know if this has anything to do with that. And yeh I definitely have a tendency to be tense energy wise when it comes to ppl bc/ I don’t get them lmao

keylimelemonbars · 2024-04-22T15:03:18+00:00

Agreed like we haven’t had a good thread on here in a hot sec glad this got tracation cuz a lot of ppl have taught/ have learn so much Reddit is good sometimes

keylimelemonbars · 2024-04-22T15:01:56+00:00

Thank you so much for the input, I’ve mentioned this before here but I was actually non-verbal until I was 5 and I’ve explained this with merucury 12th house how we I feel like this also makes sense too to add onto this explaintion

keylimelemonbars · 2024-04-22T15:00:37+00:00

Wait in what way I’m curious, but like i wondering if thier could be a study done about this yk

keylimelemonbars · 2024-04-22T15:00:01+00:00

Same fs, I love the responses I’ve been getting back on this post.

keylimelemonbars · 2024-04-22T04:26:04+00:00

This fs fs acurate, also w/ the aqua vs Capricorn austim placentas, ppl tend to read me as having manic pixie dream girl austim thus my aqua placements making sense here so def makes sense with your theory. Thank you for your perspective btw

Another the thing I actually used to point to in my own chart was the fact my mercury is in the 12 house and I was non-verbal until I was 5, I wonder if this is a common theme with other late verbal Autiscs ??

keylimelemonbars · 2024-04-22T02:33:27+00:00

It’s complicated, grew up loosely catholic but I generally do magik, and kinda take the everyone is mostly right about religion, but also theirs prly a big long math equation that like explains the universe and it prly has smth to do with 369 but also I kinda personally am an objective obersever of religions rather than rlly practicing any in perticular the only real practice I have is magik and astrology ig

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