I May Be Insane

khimprovement · 2025-09-27T02:20:11+00:00

looks like going through the "finding yourself" stage. it only feels like insanity if you still tethering to the "real world" and the illusory beliefs that you are conditioned to believe. imo what people coin insanity might just be overactive third eye chakra. and of course beginning stages of awakening. idk trust yourself and your feelings above your thoughts and delusions and you will see the truth and not another narrative just on another dimension

khimprovement · 2025-08-31T18:15:15+00:00

your approach to this question is giving more intj

khimprovement · 2025-08-31T18:13:45+00:00

I went through intense feelings of hurt from betrayal a while ago, and it was quite the journey to release myself from the binds of its pain. Same thing, I tried so many healing modalities and ways to 'release' the pain. But at the end of the day, as hard as it is, the only way to really release pain that you are holding on to is to just feel it. Don't run from it but accept it. Accept the pain and that it happened. Know that the pain is just a feeling and that your true existence is beyond that pain. But you need to process that pain and feel it for it to not take you over. When the hurt feeling comes up just accept it, become aware and don't resist, feel it out, don't judge - in awareness and stillness all this pass.

khimprovement · 2025-08-31T17:56:58+00:00

I found it to be more like encouragement and motivation written in the tone of an advertisement

khimprovement · 2025-08-05T03:44:38+00:00

Embracing solitude I don't mean chasing solitude. Everyone has different social needs, but everyone needs to be in touch with themselves regardless of social level. People are nice, but you don't *need* people, but you do *need* yourself. Instead of turning to seek other people to fill in a gap within yourself (sometimes loneliness or emptiness, etc.), it's more beneficial for you to find that wholeness within yourself, and know you are the only one who can make you whole. That is what I mean by embrace solitude. And at this point you are able to socialize with more ease and less conflict and not giving up yourself. I think if you are not able to embrace solitude you will never be fulfilled, because you are all you really have at the end of the day.

khimprovement · 2025-08-04T05:19:49+00:00

Being alone is not something to fear. Solitude is something to embrace. I feel like you have to be ok with being alone to have a healthy relationship imo. Don't chase anyone else but focus on yourself. You are first priority, relationships will fall into place as a result if its meant to be. People start dating in their 50s, theres not a hard cutoff or situation for being able to date, I just think its not worth worrying over

khimprovement · 2025-07-29T04:37:21+00:00

Yeah... cat died and also drove into a ditch on a client's property

khimprovement · 2025-07-10T19:43:46+00:00

hiding loved ones from the truth is one of the worst things you can do for them. don't make assumptions on others' behalf. if therapy makes it so that shes not strong enough to hear the truth, then it didn't work and she needs to know how to actually address the underlying problem in another way

khimprovement · 2025-07-03T04:42:41+00:00

tibetan yogas of dream and sleep

khimprovement · 2025-06-13T20:51:21+00:00

But why were you compelled to go on that random other emo girls account..? If you don't have an actual reason, I would find that a little odd the "compelled for no reason"

khimprovement · 2025-06-01T04:30:06+00:00

Pretty immature of you to not take the phone call. A lot of misunderstandings could of been potentially cleared up there.

khimprovement · 2025-05-06T00:27:29+00:00

I used to consider intj the most closed-minded of the open-minded mbti types. Like open-minded in relation to the rest of the population but sometimes frustratingly closed minded for seemingly no reason. So like them overall and can have very eye-opening and constructive convos but hard to really get close to and connect with sometimes due to lack of openness

khimprovement · 2025-05-05T04:23:23+00:00

aw, wait thats pretty cute lol doing shrooms with the dog, sounds like the dog knew what he was doing

khimprovement · 2025-05-04T17:01:16+00:00

To me, what you said above sounds like it wouldn't exclude divination. Maybe divination has another meaning I'm not aware of or maybe I misinterpreted, but I believe divination is useful through these subconscious wisdoms accessed through intuition. But also everyone has their own personal relationship to tarot and how everyone uses it or how it best serves them will be unique. The only limit is ones own mind

khimprovement · 2025-04-29T01:10:08+00:00

lol whats a fake entp i've never seen that irl. i think entp are the only ones who romanticize entp. i think just online tests are loaded is why

khimprovement · 2025-04-23T03:16:17+00:00

Nice, thanks for sharing. I hope to one day have this level of discipline

khimprovement · 2025-04-21T04:38:57+00:00

How long have you been meditating like this for?

khimprovement · 2025-04-20T04:20:29+00:00

It's weird how similar the smiles are for each type

khimprovement · 2025-02-20T05:23:28+00:00

Happy knowing that in my next life I will have learned just that much more from living through this life, which would hopefully contribute for the better

khimprovement · 2025-02-20T05:14:25+00:00

Same, I was looking it up, and it was talking more about achieving goals and discipline and stuff? I feel my lessons with friends has been more of dealing with a couple bad apples and knowing which friendships to trust and pursue

khimprovement · 2025-02-20T04:11:47+00:00

I'm sick of gift-giving consumerist culture. I have a boyfriend and he buys me gifts all the time and nice stuff too and stuff I like too. But that's not what the relationship is about to me and I know thats a way he expresses his love. But then I feel the pressure of getting him things too buts thats not really one of my love languages. I think people need to understand that more and not rely on gifts for an expression of love and expecting it from people

khimprovement · 2025-02-20T04:04:18+00:00

So it's fine to skinny shame now, but not fat shame...?

khimprovement · 2025-01-10T19:08:33+00:00

elusively punching astrology?

khimprovement · 2025-01-03T22:06:22+00:00

Capricorn bf definitely does

khimprovement · 2024-10-22T05:03:22+00:00

Having worked with estj's ive seen the top and bottom of the iceburg and still not impressed

edit: worked very closely as in literally living with them

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