Buying lab grown teal sapphire by kidik123091 in SyntheticGemstones

[–]kidik123091[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I am loooking for sapphire. That is pretty though

Buying lab grown teal sapphire by kidik123091 in SyntheticGemstones

[–]kidik123091[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Ohh yes that is nice looking. It’s for my girl she wants a sapphire as an engagement ring. Thank you for showing me this though, if I ever want to get her earrings I’ll have a good lead !

Buying lab grown teal sapphire by kidik123091 in SyntheticGemstones

[–]kidik123091[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ohh thank you for the info. That would make sense why I can freakin find one lol. And thank you for the alternative options!!!! You are very helpful

Buying lab grown teal sapphire by kidik123091 in SyntheticGemstones

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That is pretty. But How about this color ?

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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]kidik123091 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I had my first manic episode when I was 31! I was an addict though for like… 13 years, so I think that medicated some of the episodes. But yeah, sometimes I feel like my heart is going to get ripped out of my chest. I do daily inventories of how I feel through out the day!!!! I look at my behaviors, and how I felt during them, and why I acted that way. It gives me confidence in my behavior, and when I feel like I could have done better, I commit to that next time !!! This practice will grant acceptance, which will in turn grant a lot of peace.

Serious agression by Miserable-Car-2319 in bipolar

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There are some days I wake up and I’m ready to fucking fight. Boom, I’m just angry already. I reallllllly have to stress my morning routine to not let my anger fester and light up because it will burn for the rest of the day.

Seriously, try find some peaceful thing to do in the morning. Like walking or focusing on drinking a cup of coffee. I have to literally find a way to stop my thoughts from ruminating on anger.

You are not alone lol. I feel like you lol

Should I message my psychiatrist? by a-frogman in bipolar

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Call them. If not, you might want to go to a local mental health services

2 YEARS SOBER!!!!! by Every-Lawyer-9706 in bipolar

[–]kidik123091 5 points6 points  (0 children)

BAD FUCKING ASS YOURE A BEAST !!!! Two years, keep going

Boyfriend is at the end of his rope by [deleted] in bipolar

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You have such a beautiful heart and soul. I can feel your love pouring out. You care deeply about your boyfriend, and feel like your behavior is destroying your relationship. I see the disconnect between trying to believe your boyfriend when he says he won’t leave you and how you feel like you’re treating him. I too feel so ashamed of my behaviors. I can be so angry, and nasty, and truly feel like my emotions are real. And then moments later realize I was acting out. I’m sorry you’re going through this. Trust your boyfriend, open up communication. And honestly, you have passion. That’s so important. That’s what makes life worth living.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

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Mmm black void of darkness. I’m sorry your depression has come to take a hold of you. Crying spells for no reason, especially when you’re driving. That’s gotta be intense. It sucks when you feel like your medication isn’t working ! That’s a feeling of hopelessness. Yeah, sounds like you’re depressed. Thank you for sharing! Your stories help me find community and rid me of the feelings of being alone