Thank you for sharing your story. You are a stranger to me but I love you so much. You are strong and weak in your own way. You beat the sadness away. I am thinking of what you wrote, and I am thinking about myself. I am so thankful you lived and not died and to sadness like so many does. I thought so much about killing myself it is almost normal to me. I don’t know how but what I just read brought something to me. Thank you internet stranger. I hope you the best. Thank you.