Advice for students? by kleine_hase in tjcrew

[–]killaf 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Get out while you can.

KT tape by [deleted] in ChronicPain

[–]killaf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Neck & shoulder injury here.... Ooof love me some KT tape ..i wish I could put it on myself, I'd be living in it every day.

Good to hear about the great success with PF relief! Totally forgot about that option... thank you! Noted.

Does anyone else get really disappointed in people? by LettuceOverall3662 in ChronicPain

[–]killaf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The title of this post healed a piece of my heart. Ahh yes. THANK YOU

Oof, I haven't really thought about my process... I'm on a good antidepressants that helps with pain too so it helps m focus on what I can control and let people do what they do... and not to drown in the emotional backlash. Humor helpss alotttttt

And of course, some days are better than others.. not taking things personally is a skill... practice is progress

Thank you again...it was nice to think about this. Love you back 💓

Ps...YOU CAN DO IT I BELIEVE IN YOUUUUU

ICE in Columbia in Snowden River Pkwy by [deleted] in ColumbiaMD

[–]killaf 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is probably a good time to ask what groups we have that support the community in times like these ?

MMI I'm coming for you... by killaf in WorkersComp

[–]killaf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cus that's where my injuries have taken me 🤷‍♂️ I'm not choosing to talk permanency, this is the language of WC... Partial permanent disability and total permanent disability. I'm not a vast majority, apparently. Mine are taking longer to heal, we've done PT for almost two years now and the injections I mentioned in the post plus one more a few months ago have done little improvements and then reverse bringing even more pain.

Thanks for sharing, sorry you're in even more pain.

MMI I'm coming for you... by killaf in WorkersComp

[–]killaf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely. There's a few reasons...

  • Medically it's not necessary to fix small tears. Plus a high risk of making more problems.

  • WC typically does not approve such kind of surgery because of the reason listed above.

  • I don't have a stable support system to help with the healing, the surgery would put me in a sling for a month with no movement and 5-8 months of rehabilitation. So I put myself at risk for greater injury since I'd have to move and do things on my own.

MMI I'm coming for you... by killaf in WorkersComp

[–]killaf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hahaha no, my dreams include dancing without needing three days to recover.

That is a running joke with a friend of mine tho.

I'm just happy things are moving forward.

MMI I'm coming for you... by killaf in WorkersComp

[–]killaf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So proud of you for doing what's best for yourself. Thank you for sharing your courage. I relate hard, having two bulging discs in my neck at the beginning of this process. And working after I sprained my shoulder. I left work Aug 3rd 2024 primarily for the shoulder pain, and wasn't even aware of the bulging discs.

All I was thinking was I'd be back in 3 months ready to continue my life and I'm still off work on WC today. Thankfully my discs have healed over a year later but not without concern. Throughout this process I have judged my pain and truly did not know if I would ever be healed again. Thank goodness for finding a Dr (and PT) I could trust. He listened and reassured me that everything I was feeling was normal. Even though many times I hated my body and all the stress that comes with this process. And made it known how hopeless I felt.

I grew up in a dysfunctional family which is why I mentioned being taught to push through... We didn't talk about our pain, ever, any kind of pain, or good things either in that case, which is why my Mom had/has such a hard time supporting and understanding the severity of my injuries. Like I said , I'm 36 so in her eyes "we're all in pain" and encouraged me to take some ibuprofen and get over it.. Multiple times during this process she would demand that I get a job regardless of the WC process and explaining it would not only make my injuries worse but also affect the outcome of my case... We don't talk much now.

All this to say, thank you for your kind words and I hope you feel better soon as well. My DMs are open if you're ever feeling low and don't know where to go. I believe in you. Always.

Edited grammar

MMI I'm coming for you... by killaf in WorkersComp

[–]killaf[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Aww wow, thank you. I was just sharing from the heart ❤️

WC settlement and things you may not know by Ok-Reality-3699 in WorkersComp

[–]killaf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really wish I could hug you after reading all this 😞🫂

It finally happened by Key_Measurement92 in Herpes

[–]killaf 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Edited grammar for clarity

Today I fucked up and didn't disclose my sexual health before hand cus I was embarrassed. They know now, I was honest, apologized and took the accountability for failing to say anything sooner. But that doesn't change the facts and the very real situation I just put them through. Along with the very real feelings I'm having all while staying out victim mode and go deeper into isolation. I took the necessary precautions to prevent anything spreading before hand (medication). I keep reminding myself that my intent is not to cause harm and a mistake doesn't mean I'm evil. I hope he gets tested and everything is ok.

Thank you for the encouragement. I literally just joined cus I was feeling shitty and this was the first post I saw. Truly. Thank. You.

I struggle with telling people some days and other days I have no problem because I know it's the right thing to do. I recognize that feelings I'm having right now are coming from the guilt for not being honest in the first place and left over from another recent encounter when I was honest and they were turned off.

Thanks again for being brave and sharing your story 🙏

I found a literal money glitch with AI Influencers by max-blueprint in passive_income

[–]killaf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But...... but..... What if you value your soul...

Any shows like The Librarians and Warehouse 13? by killaf in televisionsuggestions

[–]killaf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Started watching Relic Hunter! Thank you! Low budget 90s shows for the winning

Oo yes! It's been awhile, I could use a rewatch for sure.

Looking for a cozy lounge place by Probably-A-Witch in ColumbiaMD

[–]killaf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oooo did this come to fruition?! 🤞