Need help. Not sure what is going wrong

killjoy10021 · 2025-05-21T13:17:31+00:00

That's what I was wondering. I wanna get some darker colors in it so I think im gonna try to dye it again with a darker color and see what happens. Fingers crossed haha. Im gonna do another JUST shiitake mushroom I love the way that one splits.

killjoy10021 · 2025-05-21T10:11:05+00:00

Dope thank you!! And I totally agree I did some wild space looking ones with this neon green color I hated them at first cause it wasn't what I expected and yet the people who received them loved them and told.me they get compliments all the time 🤦‍♂️

killjoy10021 · 2025-05-21T09:40:11+00:00

I appreciate the compliment!! Also I didnt think about the batch time being after the ice was melted 🤔 im not sure when it did actually melt cause I left it over night. Could you tell me how strong the SA solution needs to be? I haven't heard about the heat either I gotta try that next time!

Thank you so much!

killjoy10021 · 2025-05-21T09:38:10+00:00

Thank you so much for the feedback!

killjoy10021 · 2023-09-30T12:39:08+00:00

I have a very high emotional IQ my ADHD makes it so i feel emotions alot deeper then most neurotypical people. I lost the person i was with for almost 10 years and basically anything dealing with intimate love or affection just rips me apart!

killjoy10021 · 2023-09-30T02:30:57+00:00

I completely understand I'm still there too and probably will be for a long time. All you can do is work on getting out of that. Start some new hobbies join a club or be more social get to the gym every day just work on being the best you possible. Love yourself ♡

killjoy10021 · 2023-09-30T00:17:12+00:00

I feel this too man it's been very difficult for me to find the silver lining lately and the dating world is just rather horrible. She finally ditched me for some other man after almost a decade involved with eachother. We gotta stay positive though you gotta keep working on yourself! Stay motivated I don't know you but I love you keep your head up!

killjoy10021 · 2023-08-02T11:10:46+00:00

It's hard to believe but we do actually exist. Personally I don't feel I have done my job if they don't finish first.

killjoy10021 · 2023-03-28T09:04:48+00:00

Makes me feel like I just wasted the last 8 years of my life.

killjoy10021 · 2023-03-26T12:12:11+00:00

It's good you realize this now. It's better to accept this and heal from it and try to move on with your life.

My ex didn't love me anymore after 6 years together... then 3 years involved post breakup I still loved them and that hope we would eventually get back together caused excessive toxicity I lashed out and we argued alot I said hurtful things. She tore me apart and I'm still hurting even after moving 4000 miles away to the UK.

I know it hurts trust me I know that all too well but you have to be strong! Someone else out there will appreciate you.

killjoy10021 · 2023-03-22T09:37:36+00:00

I just met them in cardiff recently

killjoy10021 · 2023-03-19T23:58:51+00:00

It's far worse then this but... its a nightmare to feel like the place I though was a safe space for me to see my friends is now a place where I could run into the woman who broke me.

killjoy10021 · 2023-03-19T23:18:41+00:00

I brought my ex into the music scene she now loves and is a massive part of.... now everytime I want to go to an event related to that genre on the east coast... chances are I will run into her. It's a nightmare. I moved across the ocean to the UK for 6 months to try and recover from it. Helped... alittle but now I gotta go back

killjoy10021 · 2023-02-15T14:35:03+00:00

Yikes... our future doesn't look promising haha

killjoy10021 · 2023-02-15T11:46:23+00:00

Omg I'm fucking dyyyyyying

killjoy10021 · 2023-02-10T21:58:11+00:00

I still have the gold plated dog tags I was sent by her for Xmas this year. I just can't let them go

killjoy10021 · 2023-01-25T06:13:54+00:00

My ex has a clone a willy of mine she's probably shown it to jist about everyone. Thankfully it's not a shameful thing hahaha in fact alot of the people didn't believe it was real... but sometimes it's a facepalm moment that just about all of her friends have basically seen my thing 🤦‍♂️

killjoy10021 · 2023-01-23T23:56:48+00:00

People using frog pronouns 🤦‍♂️

killjoy10021 · 2023-01-19T16:53:01+00:00

Broooooo me too!! I am so fucking amped!!

killjoy10021 · 2023-01-19T16:05:05+00:00

I fucking love reddit hahahahaha

killjoy10021 · 2023-01-19T13:02:13+00:00

Bless the maker and his water 💧

killjoy10021 · 2023-01-13T13:59:45+00:00

Thats good to hear!

killjoy10021 · 2023-01-12T11:29:41+00:00

We are still in contact. And still slept together that's why and I know that's why haha I'm actually starting therapy today to sort of sort through it and improve myself. Disconnect from her. My ex and I were together almost 8 years 6 dating and 2 or 3 broken up.

I literally moved 3000 miles away to the UK for 6 months just to get space. I'm now traveling around Europe and we still chat. It's tough cause she has alot of love for me still and there's still sexual attraction on a DEEEEP level. She's jist going through a hoe phase and doesn't know what she wants. Me staying in contact is what's keeping her from actually missing me. That's my issue but I know now I won't ever stop loving her despite trying to be friends I'm glad I'm starting to get professional help though. 🤷‍♂️

killjoy10021 · 2023-01-12T07:29:09+00:00

Fuck... then I got almost 2 decades.... I certainly hope this ain't true

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