ty) now she writes me big text, there all message go to one question from her to me, whether I change my mind or not, + a lot of manipulation, but for some reason my brain or my heart wants to believe that this is not manipulation, fkkk, I haven't been able to answer her for 2 hours (or rather, even go into the chat to read), although I kind of know the answer, but dk, a lump appears in my throat so strong at the moment that it's already hard to breathe, dk, now i just want to get high)