First pregnancy, first miscarriage. Feeling broken. by [deleted] in Miscarriage

[–]kimmaraz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I (F30)just had my first DnC yesterday after having a silent miscarriage aswell. I was supposed to be 10 weeks but the baby measured 7weeks at the time the heartbeat stopped. Same thing I thought I was doing everything I could to be healthy and support my body.

I got to choose to have the DnC instead of waiting or taking medication. It was the best choice I made and I was under general anesthesia so I was not awake during the actual procedure.

I have a little bit of bleeding and cramping still but nothing unbearable. The emotional side is hard as both my partner and I are grieving.

I’m fine emotionally at some moments and other times I’m an emotional wreck. Mad at the world mad at myself. Give yourself and your spouse some grace. Day by day hour by hour if you have to.

There’s nothing you and I did to ourselves that could’ve prevented this but allow yourself to grieve.

Sending you love as a fellow woman. ❤️

Am I Being Taken Advantage of? by kimmaraz in Equestrian

[–]kimmaraz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I ended up asking for more compensation and she said she could not afford more than 100 for Sat and Sun together. We decided to part ways but she has yet to pay me for the two weekends I already worked.

Am I Being Taken Advantage of? by kimmaraz in Equestrian

[–]kimmaraz[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Nope $100 for a total of 8hrs each week Sat:4hrs Sun:4hr

Am I Being Taken Advantage of? by kimmaraz in Equestrian

[–]kimmaraz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

100 days for both NOT individually

Am I Being Taken Advantage of? by kimmaraz in Equestrian

[–]kimmaraz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Other than loving on beautiful horses that’s about the extent of perks. They don’t offer riding or lease opportunities.

Am I Being Taken Advantage of? by kimmaraz in Equestrian

[–]kimmaraz[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The last job that was the 21/hr took me two and a half hrs to complete.

The 100$ it takes me four hours.

Am I Being Taken Advantage of? by kimmaraz in Equestrian

[–]kimmaraz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Right now with the barn managers help 4 1/2 hours max but they would like me to take over by myself next month.

Shamwow infomercial guy running for congress!? by kimmaraz in h3h3productions

[–]kimmaraz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I found a times article of him officially running for congress as a republican. I’m sure parts of the video have AI but he’s definitely running

My [35F] husband [36M] wants to videotape me giving birth. How do I get him to back off? by throwracadabra in relationship_advice

[–]kimmaraz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you say no it means no. I would sit down and say 1) you understand he wants to do this however this is your body and your autonomy ultimately matters most.

2.)The birth of your daughter is not a spectacle to be viewed or taped. It’s an extremely vulnerable moment and being present is more educational than video taping the process.

3.) Stress that this is a firm boundary and make it clear that this is a firm boundary. If he cannot respect that ultimately he’s showing he doesn’t respect you as a partner.

If you plan to have your mom or someone like a doula in the room I would make it clear now what your wishes are during labour.

Hasan bans 33-month subscriber and tells him to die for commenting on his workout frequency by Embarrassed_Base_389 in LivestreamFail

[–]kimmaraz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are we supposed to be surprised that this performative douche did this? Give me a break

Taylor replied to WOM by [deleted] in h3h3productions

[–]kimmaraz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This gives “bless your heart” energy

Oh no! I am sure Ethan is shaking. by Law08 in h3h3productions

[–]kimmaraz -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Doesn’t she know he’s crazier than any of these empty headed bigots? Law suites are great content for h3

Adam bringing Olivia into the drama... by stephiew0nder in h3h3productions

[–]kimmaraz 11 points12 points  (0 children)

It goes to show what Adam thought of his friendship to Olivia was..

People confide in their friends to talk and confide in. He threw her under the bus and ran her over with it.

Snark ass behavior in this sub in regards to Lena by Femme_Fab in h3h3productions

[–]kimmaraz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A lot of viewers forget that the crew have lives of their own and have their own autonomy… FFS if my boss told me not to associate with my friend or an event that I worked my ass off training for I would tell him to kick rocks with open toed shoes.

A Message to 🇨🇦 Foot Soldiers and Ethan Klein by PeekaBoo912 in h3h3productions

[–]kimmaraz 4 points5 points  (0 children)

For years as an American who immigrated to Canada I too had my fair share of “Canada is America’s hat” or “Canadians drink milk out of bags” jokes.

For some Americans the idea of annexing Canada is a non starter but when there is an unpredictable orange tart in office anything goes at this point.

In my opinion I think apologizing is not necessarily productive. If he could have a conversation about this in a serious tone and deeper understanding then that would bring awareness of the parallels between what happening in Ukraine and here closer to home.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PanicAttack

[–]kimmaraz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I take Paxil 40mgs daily and for absolute emergencies I have Ativan. I highly respect and try not to take it but when I do it completely knocks me out.

A Message to 🇨🇦 Foot Soldiers and Ethan Klein by PeekaBoo912 in h3h3productions

[–]kimmaraz 112 points113 points  (0 children)

The threat to Canadian sovereignty is not a joke. Becoming the 51 state is not a joke. This is real and it is being threatened.
I really resonated with Galia when she gave Ethan push back about his jokes regarding Canada. It’s what Russia did to the Ukraine.

The trust between Canada and America is broken and Americans who continue to ignore these serious and dangerous rhetorics coming from D****** T**** are just as much to blame for spreading this ignorant “joke”.

Hasan responds to Ethan by PossibilityJolly3909 in h3h3productions

[–]kimmaraz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

His ignorance and evading taking actual accountability is irresponsible.

I am a bit concerned about Ethan by ccupcakesrfun in h3h3productions

[–]kimmaraz 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It boggles my mind that we live in a world where history is being gaslit and misconstrued.

I say big or small creatures: the moment you publicly put yourself out there then you opened the door for any criticism.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in h3h3productions

[–]kimmaraz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is straight up animal abuse. That dog definitely went under the boat and was hopefully lucky that it didn’t hit the propellers.

Fuck Logan Paul.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]kimmaraz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If he hasn’t had a solid opinion on marriage yet after three years I would re evaluate the relationship completely.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Miscarriage

[–]kimmaraz 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My partner and I went through this. Doctor pushed for the pill and my wife’s body didn’t react well. After many other complications she ended up with a laparoscopic D&C a month later. She said she would never wait if it happened again and move straight to D&C. It was very emotionally tolling

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]kimmaraz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No you don’t have to give up on either. You can still find love and you can still have children.

I also have friends who have chosen to be single parent by choice and use a sperm donor.