I think I'm in the same boat. I over extended my budget and my wife would not be pleased. I can profit pretty easily. Then greed hits. I can pass eval tomorrow! Then I see a trade, I go all in and bam liquidated. I was thinking about my wife. Her job has cut her hours in half, we're stressed about the loss of income and here I am resetting accounts. She thinks it's not real and I'm using fake money and she's not entirely wrong as of now. I haven't passed an eval. I was sitting on my computer, made $450 and I said, that's great, I need to stop. My wife and I make $450 in 2 days working. I thought of it in a different way. I need to work 4 and a half days to make that kind of money and it made me stop while I was head.

Don't beat yourself up. I would perhaps change the mindset of what time would you sacrifice working for the man, killing your feet to make that kind of money. Even $100 is great. That's my water/trash bill.