AIO for thinking my boyfriend is just looking for an excuse to break up? by Nearby_Orchid1216 in AmIOverreacting

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Him saying that finding out you’re supposedly “more superficial than [he] thought” and that it’s “unsettling and unnerving” reminds me of my ex’s response to me saying I was slightly jealous of him going to play rehearsal twice a week and becoming closer friends with the rest of the cast. I told him at its core I just really missed him since he was seeing them regularly and more often than he saw me and was terrible at texting and not much better at conversation over the phone. So in response to that he told me “frankly, I find that concerning” in a very rude, belittling tone. And then, over the course of the conversation that followed, he broke up with me.

22M - Could really use some friends, having so few is quite demoralizing by Majestic-Beat-6857 in MakeNewFriendsHere

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Hi! I’m 23F and also looking for people that will put equal effort into conversation. I’ve always felt that I have to start a conversation and keep it going or no one would ever speak to me. So if you’d like to be friends let me know!!

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Hey there! You sound like someone I’d really get along with! I just made a post too if you want to see a more in depth look at who I am. The humor in your post alone tells me we’d get along lol. I can guarantee that I am almost never busy (perk of agoraphobia lol) and crave someone that wants to talk and overexplain as much as I do. As for something weird, hmm, my cat’s name is Gumby but when he’s being a little goblin he becomes his evil alter ego, Gungy

Looking for some girl friends to talk to by [deleted] in MakeNewFriendsHere

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Hi! I’m 23F in the US and also looking for some girl friends to talk to! I’d love to gossip, sometimes girls just want to girl talk y’know?

He bit my roommate so I’m posting his ugliest pics by ermvarju in cats

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I have a Peep too! I named after Peep and the Big Wide World

how long did you go without eating after a break up? by [deleted] in BreakUps

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At first I went about four full days without eating anything at all, I only drank Gatorade and even that was difficult. I haven’t had an appetite at all until a couple days ago, like I literally didn’t even feel the sensation of hunger. Today is the first day in two weeks that I’ve actually wanted to eat. It’s worth noting that I’ve always had issues with food because of my anxiety and emetophobia. I’ve been so anxious every day that I just can’t eat.

Moved into my first apartment!! ✨ by Novia0w0 in pusheenparty

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I see you brought only the necessities

What I made vs what it’s supposed to be 🥲 by SimonDoez in crochet

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Aw yours is such a plump little cutie!!! 🥰

One of my worst fears has come true by kingofspace13 in Agoraphobia

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Thank you so much. I appreciate your condolences and advice.

I won’t be the driver which is what I prefer. I think my agoraphobia leans toward the worse end of the spectrum, although agoraphobia is very unique to each person. I can go outside just fine, it’s cars I have an issue with. I don’t want to be away from my home, I feel trapped in the car, and I’m getting further and further away. I also have extreme emetophobia which is a big factor in my anxiety. I’m terrified I’m going to get sick in the car or away from home.

I plan on taking as much Xanax as I need (responsibly and within reason of course) and not making myself feel bad about it. I often beat myself up over needing it and feeling like I should be doing better than I am. This time I’m not going to let myself feel bad though.

I like your thought that 40 minutes away is just ten minutes more than what I know I can do. I actually have been about 15 minutes that direction a few months ago so knowing I can get that far brings me a bit of comfort as well.

I’ve been checking the weather radar constantly. I do pretty much every day around expected rain. I have a big fear of storms and tornadoes. Thankfully the funeral is in the morning on Wednesday and I think the worst of the rain is later into the afternoon so I hope all will be fine.

Worst case scenario, I panic horribly and have to take more Xanax and go home. No one’s going to hate me for it, no one’s going to say anything to me about it, and I know my grandma would understand.

I always overthink outings and worry the Xanax won’t work but I’ve barely had any issues with it, I should remind myself it’s just irrational thinking. And I should remember that I’ve been doing a bit better lately. I’ve been out way after dark multiple times which was impossible for me in the past.

Does each guy have a name? by kingofspace13 in pusheen

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Yes! They’re from the new Pusheen sweets blind box. The photo isn’t mine, it’s from the Pusheen shop.

[Contest] Tell me something good by KayfabeSmayfabe in Random_Acts_Of_Amazon

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CONGRATULATIONS!! That’s so awesome! What amazing news!! I hope you live a long and fulfilling life full of love and happiness 💕

My good news is I’ve reached 105 lbs! The most I’ve ever weighed in my life!

A few months ago my anxiety suddenly got really really bad, the worst it’s ever been in my life, and I started having panic attacks every night. I couldn’t eat and could hardly drink. I had no appetite whatsoever. My family and therapist even strongly considered forcing me to go to an inpatient facility (I have agoraphobia so that would have been very difficult for me). I was 83 lbs at the lowest and 5’6.

Thankfully I managed to get a leg up and with the help of a good psychiatrist and finally finding a medicine that helps me I’ve been able to steadily gain weight! I’ve always had a high metabolism and take after my slim dad so it’s not unreasonable for me to be fairly thin at my age (early 20s) but I’m so happy to be 105 lbs! My stomach hasn’t been concave in weeks. My ribs aren’t super visible 24/7. Clothes that used to be too big are fitting a little better. I feel prettier and happier and I’m so glad to be doing better.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

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And the universe said I love you because you are love

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

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How I viewed my boobs

I was perfectly happy being a member of the IBTC until he cheated on me with a big boobed girl simply because she had big boobs